Conservation of energy

Chapter 39

Luo Xintong had no time to rest after the exam, so he and Ji Yan and others started the summer training of Singapore Airlines Education. When he was notified that he had won the first place in the department again, Luo Xintong was about to enter the classroom. The phone entered the classroom. At this time, several enthusiastic college students had already achieved good results, rented several training bases, and gave them a decent summer training for high school students in Binhai.

The founders and teachers of Xinhang Education sometimes get together after class, as they did when the school started last winter vacation, and occasionally get together on weekends. , the waiter asked how many people "how many", Zhang Xiangyun blurted out "five".Only then did Zhang Xiangyun realize that there was a difference in the end.

Zhang Ziqi also returned to Binhai during the summer vacation, helping a few people with the training of the students. Before leaving, she told Luo Xintong that she planned to study in conjunction with her undergraduate and master's degree, and that she might not come back during the holidays. Luo Xintong had the opportunity to travel.Luo Xintong sincerely wished Zhang Ziqi, and finally asked him if he would take the postgraduate entrance examination in the future, Luo Xintong just said that he hadn't thought about it yet.

Luo Xintong really didn't think about it. Although the training work is making a little money now, his younger brother's tuition is still a problem. Luo Xinheng's high school entrance examination results can only be said to be average in Binhai. I contacted several high schools in Binhai in a row. The good schools only said that the places were full, and Luo Xintong couldn't afford the famous private school fees. Luo Xintong didn't want to trouble his former classmates and friends anymore. They had already helped him too much. .Luo Xinheng saw that his brother was under too much financial pressure, and finally proposed to study at home for a year first, and then he could go to his brother's training center to take classes, so that he would have time to take care of his sick mother at home, and wait until next year for freshman year of high school.Seeing his younger brother's sensible look, Luo Xintong had no choice but to agree temporarily.

In a blink of an eye, the first-year freshmen began to report one after another. The second day after Luo Sensen went to Qinwai, he called Luo Xintong and announced that he was now an official college student. His words were full of passion and anticipation.Luo Xintong was really too busy during the summer vacation, so he didn't pay attention to the registration of freshmen. He turned on the company computer and found Tsinghua University and the start of school for nearly a week. Only then did he know that Shen Lin had left long ago.He thought, now, he is already in military training.

Shen Lin went to Tsinghua University to report by himself. The day before he left, he wanted to say goodbye to Luo Xintong, but after thinking about it, he felt that it was unnecessary. Why not leave cleanly? He lied to himself about time and distance Some people and some things will be forgotten, and they will all forget each other.There was no one to see him off. The plane flew to the capital early the next morning, and took a taxi from the airport to Tsinghua Garden, which countless students yearn for. Tsinghua University is worthy of being called an architectural museum. There are some modern buildings.Coming to the school gymnasium together with countless freshmen, Shen Lin followed the regulations to report to the "Architecture College" signboard, and began the first class of the university - military training.

At the end of the summer vacation, the N72 mobile phone that Luo Xintong bought in high school broke. It has been used for three or four years. They changed together. From the beginning, he and Shen Lin had no way of communicating. He thought, he should be living well.

The college entrance examination limits the horizons of students. In addition to learning Chinese, mathematics, English, and comprehensive arts and sciences in high school, many majors in architecture simply use the score line as the only criterion for judging a major. They think that high score lines must be considered good by everyone, so many People applied for the major with the highest score at that time; even many girls took the founder Lin Hui as a model and wanted to follow in the footsteps of their predecessors, so they applied for Tsinghua Architecture.Many people don't know why they choose architecture?What is the building for?What famous buildings are there?What is the life of an architect like?Many people are often ignorant of these issues, and have never considered whether their thinking mode is suitable for architecture.But when they first entered the School of Architecture, they only felt that the building was simple and beautiful, and they were proud of being able to enter this institution with a long history and the number one institution in the country. Moreover, each class had its own classroom. The students of Jianyuan were pleasantly surprised.

Shen Lin started his freshman life, not only to learn the basics of architectural design, introduction to architecture, architectural history, but also to learn English, politics, advanced mathematics, Marxist philosophy and other seemingly irrelevant majors , and art, which he is least good at, because the first thing to learn architecture is to draw by hand.

When I was a freshman, the first design task was the training of "Spatial Form Composition". The design class twice a week was the most important class of Shen Lin's major.In the class, the students will exchange and discuss the design results of the past half week with the teacher.Shen Lin revised it repeatedly. The teacher would say this "the spirit is scattered" and this "not unified", and then said this "lack of change", and then said this "the sense of order is not strong", and sometimes said this "not easy enough". ".He heard these words so much that Shen Lin didn't know what was right and what was good, what he should do, and what kind of design was a good design.

Different people have very different evaluations of art. Unlike other works of art, in order to be successful, architecture requires the approval and cooperation of many people to proceed.Therefore, in this "lack of standards" world, finding a rule becomes the biggest difficulty in learning architecture—it is not like a math problem, where what is right is right and what is wrong is wrong.

This difficulty prevented him from making a satisfactory design.

Different from science and engineering, a rigorous derivation according to formulas and theorems is a correct mathematical proof, which is good; a physical and chemical theory that conforms to experiments is a good theory.But how is architectural design measured?Shen Lin was at a loss right now...

When he was at a loss, he would think of his glorious period in high school, when he could easily be called a "student master" by others, but in this national university capital, he seemed very insignificant.When a person is weak, it is easy to think about the past. He really wants to go back to the past. He feels that the current life is terrible. There are no more flowers and applause. Luo Xintong made a phone call, from shutdown to shutdown, he thought for a while, that person must have changed his account, logged into QQ, the screen name is still "Xintong", but the profile picture has never been lit up, always black, but short In just half a year, Luo Xintong seemed to have completely disappeared from his own world, except for the "group photo" of the two of them that he kept in his black notebook.

After finally making it through the winter vacation, Shen Lin couldn't wait to return to Binhai, back to his home, his grandparents were not there, he lay on his bed, remembering that it was on this bed that he committed the unforgivable crime against Luo Xintong, he was exhausted Unbearable, he trembled from the bed, got up like an electric shock, and never dared to lie back, he squatted on the ground, why?Why?He cried and asked himself, over and over again why...

He thought of the bed that he had slept with Luo Xintong for two years, it was obviously dilapidated and creaked when he turned over, but lying on that bed made him feel at ease and let him sleep So secure.

He wanted to see Luo Xintong, for some reason, he just wanted to see him.He went to Qin University, but the campus was so quiet that Shen Lin realized that it was already a holiday.So he went to the house where he had lived for several years before. He still kept the key, which had not been used for a long time. It was a young couple. The couple looked at Shen Lin in surprise. Shen Lin explained: "I'm looking for Luo Xintong." The woman shook her head and said she didn't know each other. As if she didn't want to be disturbed and said, "We've all moved here for half a year", the woman took over and said, "We moved in on July [-]th, our wedding anniversary, you forgot..."

Shen Lin said to disturb the other party and closed the door.He wanted to look for him, but he didn't know where to look for him. He had lost him a long time ago... It turned out that he was so straightforward and moved a few days after breaking up. Was he so afraid of looking for him by himself? ?Yes, after all, I hurt him.He smiled, he knew that Luo Xintong had completely disappeared in his world, he had completely lost his lover...