Conservation of energy

Chapter 38 Break Up

Since the last farewell in the hospital, Shen Lin seemed to have disappeared in Luo Xintong's world. Luo Xintong answered Luo Zhengwen's phone call. The godfather was very anxious and asked him if he knew where Shen Lin's was. Luo Xintong He confessed that he didn't know, "He hasn't filled out the college entrance examination application yet. Tomorrow is the last day to fill out the first batch of application." Luo Xintong hung up the phone in a hurry.

Opening the phone's address book, seeing "Xingqing", Luo Xintong thought of Shen Lin who had saved this name in his hands at that time... Luo Xintong held the phone tightly, keeping himself from trembling, and dialed When he went out, the other party turned off his phone. Luo Xintong didn't know where Shen Lin had gone. Apart from school, his own home and his home, he really couldn't think of where else he could go.It suddenly occurred to him that not long after the two got together, Shen Lin confessed that the time before the Chinese New Year at his house, he found out about his sexuality and ran away. He changed his phone number after returning, so he didn't receive the sentence from Luo Xintong, "" Happy New Year" Even Chinese New Year is in Internet cafes...

Luo Xintong intuitively came to the Internet cafe where the two of them surfed the Internet for the first time. The first time he entered the Internet cafe was brought by Shen Lin, and now he also applied for this QQ account for himself. In the private room, I saw Shen Lin holding a burning cigarette in one hand and a mouse in the other. Although it was just a back view, Luo Xintong recognized him at a glance. The two of them bought the dress together.

Luo Xintong went to sit next to Shen Lin, sitting together as they did when they entered the Internet cafe for the first time. Luo Xintong leaned against the seat and watched Shen Lin's smoky appearance, the ashtray was full of cigarette butts, the keyboard There was an unopened fast food on the side. Shen Lin's blood-red eyes stared at the keyboard, his hands kept moving, and his lips were so dry that they seemed to be splitting when he opened his mouth. , the blue beard growing on his chin looked very sloppy and even a bit embarrassed. Luo Xintong watched it for a long time, but Shen Lin Shen Kui didn't even notice it in the game.

It wasn't until the mouse was taken away that Shen Lin turned his head to look at the person who took the mouse away. His eyes changed from anger to surprise to surprise...and finally to dimness...

Shen Lin opened his lips lightly, as if he wanted to give Luo Xin a smile, but his dry lips were cracked, and he couldn't squeeze out a smile because of the pain, so he could only say lightly: "You are here."

His voice was hoarse after he hadn't spoken for a long time.

"Um"

long silence...

"I'm sorry," Shen Lin said with a choked voice.

"It's over, it doesn't matter." Luo Xintong's voice was flat, as if it had really passed, he paused, and cut straight to the point, "You haven't filled out your application yet?"

"No." Shen Lin answered very simply.

"Then fill it in"

"What do you want me to fill in?"

"Tsinghua"

"it is good"

Luo Xintong watched as Shen Lin entered the admission ticket number in one go, logged into the college entrance examination application form, quickly selected Tsinghua University, Architecture, and clicked confirm to submit.

Luo Xintong breathed a sigh of relief, and then clenched his fists tightly again, clenched so hard that his knuckles were already a little white, his fingernails dug into his palms and said, "Let's break up."

Two lines of tormented tears flowed down Shen Lin's face, but he said "OK"

Luo Xintong looked at Shen Lin in astonishment and disbelief at the same time, suspecting that she had heard wrongly, and that Shen Lin had heard wrongly.However, Shen Lin laughed. He stroked Luo Xintong's hair and said, "You were unconscious at that time. As I said, I will listen to you whatever you say." After speaking, he slowly withdrew and stroked Luo Xintong's hair hands.

The two didn't know when they said goodbye, or if they said goodbye.

Luo Xintong walked on the street in a daze. He didn't know why. He smelled Shen Lin's cigarettes in the Internet cafe just now and thought it smelled good. He secretly bought a pack of cigarettes and took a sip before he was choked by the bitter and spicy smell. Tears flowed, Luo Xintong let the tears flow freely, and then remembered that when he said goodbye just now, these two simple words would really make his lips tremble, Shen Lin clearly shed tears, but said yes, so he I'm also tired, and finally this day has come, and from now on... that's fine.

What Luo Xintong didn't know was that when Shen Lin heard Luo Xintong's suppressed crying in the hospital, when he walked home desperately, he met Luo Zhengwen who happened to be waiting at the door of his house to talk about his college entrance examination volunteers. Shen Lin didn't remember what was said at his house at that time. He didn't know how Luo Zhengwen knew about the two of them. It didn't seem to matter whether he knew or not.He only remembered that Luo Zhengwen said at the end, Luo Xintong was too miserable, please let him go.Therefore, when Luo Xintong said "Let's break up", Shen Lin clearly shed tears, but said yes, just because he felt that Luo Xintong was too bitter, and he had to let it go.

When Luo Xintong returned home, his grandfather and younger brother had already returned to the countryside, and the younger brother was about to take the senior high school entrance examination.Seeing her mother sitting in the living room waiting for her, Fan Wenyan didn't ask anything, but she understood everything. Fan Wenyan asked her son to sleep well and rest for a day.Luo Xintong lay back on the bed, the room was full of familiar smells, the smell left by Shen Lin, Luo Xintong finally understood that from now on, the two of them would really live on their own side and be well.

Shen Lin also returned to his home. He took out the photo on Luo Xintong's admission ticket for the college entrance examination that he had secretly hidden before, tore it off and put it together with the photo on his own admission ticket. He knew it would be meaningless to do so. , but he just wanted to put them together like this, as if the two people in reality could be together like the two people in the photo.

Early the next morning, Luo Xintong was going to pack up Shen Lin's things, thinking that Shen Lin would come and pick them up by himself, or send them there by himself.As soon as the packing was done, the landlord came. The landlord’s wife told them to move out tomorrow. The landlord hesitated and said that he would refund them this month’s rent and that the house would not be rented to them. Luo Xintong explained that he hadn’t yet. Due, there is no preparation, and it takes time to find a suitable house and pack things. The landlady finally gave them three days to prepare to find a house and move again.Luo Xintong had no choice but to continue looking for a suitable house in this neighborhood, and ran all day, but no one on this street was willing to rent a house to them, and everyone said there was no room available. Looking at the signboard of "House for Rent", seeing the whispering and disgusted expressions of those people, I shook my head, but didn't say anything, so I had to take the bus to a place farther away to have a look.

The move was in a hurry, and Shen Lin's clothes were not delivered in time, so Luo Xintong took Shen Lin's things and went to the new house together. This house is not well lit, dark and damp, and there are many mold spots in the cracks of the kitchen. It took Luo Xintong a long time to tidy up the new home like before.He put Shen Lin's things in the closet. There were too many things, too many books and the test papers from the third year of high school, which took up half of the small closet. Luo Xintong found a box left by the previous tenant. , Lock all these things in.As a result, there was no smell of Shen Lin in the house anymore.

After settling in his new home, Luo Xintong returned to school, busy preparing for the final exam credits, and soon received a call from Luo Sensen, saying that he had been admitted by Qinchuan University of Foreign Studies in English major in advance.Luo Sensen performed well in the college entrance examination. He scored 627 points in the test, which was several points higher than several mock exams. This score could have been admitted to Beijing Foreign Studies University, but Luo Zhengwen and his wife were reluctant to let their daughter go far away. He also imagined that he and Shen Lin could develop in Beijing in the future, and finally chose Qin Wai under the high-pressure policy of his parents and stayed in Binhai. At this point, Luo Sensen's first love, which he had a crush on, also came to an end.Luo Sensen told Luo Xintong that he could help his brother's Singapore Airlines training during the summer, but he hasn't decided what to do yet.Luo Xintong agreed.

Luo Xintong listened to his younger sister chattering excitedly, saying that he was afraid of military training and would get tanned, and was looking forward to seeing handsome instructors and seniors, as if he saw the younger sister jumping on the other end of the phone, um , Shen Lin should have been admitted early, that's great.

Shen Lin's freshman girlfriend, Zhou Mengyao, also chose liberal arts with Luo Sensen when they were separated from majors, and became classmates in high school, and became college classmates with Luo Sensen, and learned German. After Shen Lin left, the two girls became close friends during the summer vacation and became best friends.

But a college entrance examination has rewritten the lives of countless people.