The blade of Li Byron gl+

Chapter 295

There are hundreds of millions of fragments of human memory, time is ticking, but they are separated from time and engraved in the mind.Whether it is hidden memory or clear memory; short-term memory or permanent memory; they are all stuffed in the human brain and are not under human control.

Therefore, people know that memory is not reliable.It will be forgotten, tampered with, thereby deceiving people's perception of the things around them.

Of course, you feel that you are yourself, but when all your memories are replaced, will you still feel that you are yourself?

For six days, Mu Li has been thinking about this question.She's not a philosopher, she's just someone whose memory has been tampered with beyond recognition.In the past, she felt that the world was lying to her, and everyone around her was lying to her.But now she realized that it was not just like that.The truth is that the world, along with her hippocampus, lied to her.

In this world, is there anything more pathetic and ridiculous than this?

But Mu Li knows that even if the memory will be replaced, people can still tell the truth from the false.Even if the truth comes so late, one day, she will understand who she is.Because memory is not just memory, it is stored in the body together with emotions and all the details captured by the senses. Even if the memory is beyond recognition, emotions cannot be deceived. The habits formed by the body, bit by bit, can be used as evidence to prove Once you, how did you exist.

So even though it was ridiculous, she was not as angry and sad as she was when she found out that she had been cheated.She accepted everything calmly, so calm that she herself felt incredible.

From birth to 25 years old, all the memories she experienced are like a well-sized spring, slowly emerging bit by bit, not rushing, not fierce, just like a trickle.During the six full days of her stay at Jiang's house, day and night, no matter whether she was moving with her eyes open or sleeping with her eyes closed, this huge group of memories never ceased to emerge.Her brain was like a pool, slowly being filled day and night.What the memory brought to her was an invisible change in her entire personality.

In the eyes of those around him, Mu Li has been exceptionally taciturn in the past six days.She is often in a daze and distracted, and she doesn't like to talk to her very much.Even though she was such a dull person in the past, her behavior still made people around her feel that something was wrong.But no matter how you ask her, she always smiles and says it's all right, she doesn't want to say, even Lanny can't ask why.

With Lanni's wisdom, she seemed to have guessed something.She didn't cling to Mu Li, but gave her a lot of alone time during this period.But she is also worried, so she always stays in the distance, watching her silently.Mo Kexin and the Hermit are actually the same, but the Hermit still has a lot of things to do these days. He has held secret meetings with General Luo Jia for several days in a row, and even stayed up late.Most of the time, Mo Kexin and Lan Ni would follow Mu Li not far away.

They can often see Mu Li walking in the mansion alone.In the first few days, for a long period of time, she stood in a daze at the gate of Ximing Courtyard, as if rooted, and did not move for a long time.Later, it was no longer like this. I would wander around the mansion, stop and go, sometimes stare at a certain place for a long time, and sometimes just sit quietly on a certain porch, close my eyes, and enjoy the cool breeze.

Her state is very strange, as if she is being washed every minute and every second, resulting in an indescribable transformation.By the sixth day, the feeling she brought to people was completely different. The previous serious to rigid, slightly dull feeling had completely disappeared, replaced by a kind of breezy, unrestrained and casual.It seemed that a lot of things that she valued very much were all put down in an instant, and she didn't care anymore.

The Jiang family kept them in the mansion for the Chinese New Year, and the so-called Chinese New Year only celebrated New Year's Day on January 1st of the new calendar.There is no way for them to have a good time during the traditional Chinese Spring Festival this year.

Therefore, the Jiang family simply celebrated New Year's Day as the Spring Festival, and specially made dumplings and glutinous rice balls. On the night of New Year's Eve, they ate a bowl warmly, warmed up around the stove, and kept watch until dawn.

When it was approaching twelve o'clock, Mu Li left the flower hall where everyone gathered to celebrate the new year with the excuse of going to the toilet.She walked to Ximing Courtyard alone, and quickly climbed over the courtyard wall.In my memory, the camphor tree in the yard is still there, and there is a twilight in the main house, faint sandalwood and the sound of chanting, just like the countless New Year's Eve in the past, when the people in the house spend it alone and desolately.

Mu Li quietly walked to the window, took out an exquisitely wrapped gift box from his pocket, and placed it in front of the window sill.She stood at the window sill, looking at the silhouette looming through the window, opened her lips, and said inaudibly:

Happy New Years, Mom.

Then he bent his lips and smiled, and left quietly like the night wind.

As if following her footsteps, Mu Xin then also came to the window.She looked at Mu Li's gift box on the window sill, with warm light in her dark eyes, she also took out a simple and elegant gift box from her bosom, and placed it side by side with Mu Li's gift box.To put it bluntly:

Siyan, happy new year.This year, one more person will accompany you, and I hope you will not be lonely this year.

This is her No. 17 time to put gifts in her window on New Year's Eve. In the past, it was New Year's Eve every year, but this year it was New Year's Eve earlier.