vstars Chapter 180 "So, at that time, you already loved me?"
Chapter 180 "So, at that time, you already loved me?"
"Okay, okay..." Fu Yan hugged the frightened Jiang Wan and gently stroked her head.
Jiang Wan gradually calmed down.
"What did you dream about?" Fu Yan looked at her.
Those dreams he didn't dare to face.
Jiang Wan's departure...
Fu Yan could bear it himself, but he didn't want Jiang Wan to bear it.
"Jiang Wan, it's okay, don't worry."
Fu Yan's dry and warm palm rested against the back of Jiang Wan's hand. "It'll be okay."
He murmured softly, as if he was coaxing someone.
Jiang Wan sighed, "I just had a dream..."
Fu Yan was stunned, "But is there something bad going on?"
Jiang Wan broke free from Fu Yan's hand around her waist, "It's not good, because in that dream, I died..."
Jiang Wan lay on the couch, looking at the top of the bed curtain, "He died in a cave full of mud. I don't know if he died of wound infection, starvation, or thirst."
Jiang Wan closed his eyes, "I'm dead, and you seem to be crying very sadly."
Fu Yan glanced at Jiang Wan and said, "You won't die."
Fu Yan had also dreamed of the scene that Jiang Wan described.
He only regretted that he was careless at the beginning. If Jiang Wan had not blocked the arrow for him, Jiang Wan would not have died.
"Jiang Wan, I am sorry for you..."
Jiang Wan pulled the quilt to cover his head, "You're here again, stop talking about right and wrong, let's not owe each other anything in the future, okay?"
Jiang Wan didn't want Fu Yan to get too entangled with her.
Fu Yan knew all of this.
Then Jiang Wan said, "You make it sound as if there is some kind of family and country feud or some great hatred between us. In fact, isn't it just some love between us?"
"Yes, I admit that I initially blamed you for my own death, but in fact it had nothing to do with you. I did it voluntarily."
In the previous life, Jiang Wan liked Fu Yan and was willing to die for Fu Yan. What else could he do?
Jiang Wan didn't want to cover up anything. After all, everyone has a dark history.
Fu Yan: "Do you admit it?"
Jiang Wan admitted, "Fu Yan, I did admire you in my previous life. I admit that I didn't admire you because you were my husband, but simply because of who you are."
"You...admire me..."
Although Fu Yan knew that Jiang Wan no longer loved him, he was still surprised to hear her say that she had loved him in her previous life.
I couldn't help but feel excited.
Like the ripples created by a koi carp leaping out of the lake.
"I..." He said anxiously, "Then..."
Seeing Fu Yan's silly look, Jiang Wan couldn't help but smile, "I'm just admitting the mistakes I made in my last life. Why are you so excited?"
The mistake made by “…”
It was like a basin of cold water poured on Fu Yan's head.
To Jiang Wan, it was just a mistake.
"Then why did you love me in the first place?"
Fu Yan asked. No matter what Jiang Wan said, he still wanted to know the truth.
"What do I admire about you? Isn't it obvious?"
Jiang Wan turned his head to look at Fu Yan, a smile flashed in his eyes, "You are beautiful, rich and powerful."
He poured another basin of cold water on Fu Yan.
"good....."
Fu Yan didn't dare to ask any further, fearing that he would be completely heartbroken if he did.
His heart is broken now.
Jiang Wan looked at the person in front of him, "Then tell me, how did you fall in love with Jiang Wan in your previous life?"
Jiang Wan propped up his head and looked at Fu Yan.
She forced him to look at her, "Don't run away. We are going our separate ways anyway. We don't care about the things in the last life. Just tell me."
Jiang Wan suddenly sat up and said, "Well, if you can tell me, then I will consider telling you why I like you."
This is a fatal temptation for Fu Yan, "Okay..."
Jiang Wan pulled him up, and the two of them sat cross-legged facing each other.
"Go ahead. I see you can't sleep anyway, and it just so happens that I can't sleep either."
Fu Yan lowered his eyebrows and said, "Although the Fu Yan in the previous life was me, and I am the Fu Yan in the previous life, I can only glimpse a little of him in my dreams."
Jiang Wan: "..."
She frowned, "What are you talking about?"
Fu Yan raised his eyes and stared at Jiang Wan, "Have you forgotten? You have the memory of your previous life, but I don't. I can only understand Fu Yan in my previous life through dreams."
"Haha." Jiang Wan sneered, "Are you trying to distance yourself from Fu Yan in your previous life?"
"No, it's true."
"Okay, then tell me, when did Fu Yan fall in love with me in the previous life?"
"I don't think he likes you all of a sudden."
Fu Yan frowned, thinking about every move and even every action of 'Fu Yan' in the dream.
"It was you who went to see him every day, brought him food, smiled at him every day after he came back, and spoke sweetly to him..."
"He may not be aware of his feelings yet, but as time goes by, he has already fallen deeply into them, but he is still unaware of it."
"You said something strange." Jiang Wan said, "I think maybe you were attracted by my beauty?"
"He is not a person who values beauty. If he were, you wouldn't be the only one for him in his life."
"Ah?" Jiang Wan was stunned.
"I know he hates that Liu'er because his mother forced her into his life, but has he really never had anyone else?"
Fu Yan nodded, "No."
Jiang Wan shrugged, "Are you saying something nice about yourself?"
After all, isn’t Fu Yan from the previous life the same Fu Yan from now?
"If anything I say today goes against my heart, I will be struck by lightning."
Jiang Wan glanced sideways, "Childish, you're still being punished by the sky even though you're this old."
Fu Yan retracted his raised hand and lowered his eyelashes. "I have never sworn an oath. I just heard others say it, so I only know this sentence."
"Ah... that's all you know? Did you learn it from someone else?"
What Jiang Wan said was indeed the truth.
This made Fu Yan's ears turn red.
"Can you tell me about yourself?"
Fu Yan wanted to know why Jiang Wan fell in love with Fu Yan in this life.
"Okay, if you want to know, I'll tell you. It's not a secret anyway."
Jiang Wan was tired from sitting, so he put a soft pillow behind his waist.
"Do you remember where I first met you?"
Fu Yan originally thought that Jiang Wan saw him for the first time on their wedding day.
I only saw it in my dream later.
He met Jiang Wan in a temple.
Later, he explained the childhood events to Jiang Wan.
In this case, the first time he met Jiang Wan should be when he was a teenager.
Fu Yan: "So, at that time, you already loved me?"