Chapter 90
Chapter 90
At KTV, Lin Zian went out to smoke a cigarette halfway, Jiang Nian couldn't hold back and followed, when the other party offered him a cigarette, he felt uncontrollably excited.
This was the first time Lin Zian took the initiative to talk to him in such a long time.Even if he doesn't know how to smoke, he still takes it.
He took Lin Zian's commonly used lighter, and stroked the shell with his fingertips a few times, as if he had touched Lin Zian's traces through the shell, there was a soft "click", and the flame ignited the cigarette end.
Jiang Nian took a sip, and the rich nicotine rushed into his mouth. He was choked up and coughed wildly, his eyes were slightly red, as if he was wronged.
Lin Zian said, "Habits cannot be changed, and there is no need to change them." '
Although he didn't say it clearly, Jiang Nian knew that what he wanted to talk about was actually the relationship between the two of them, as well as his attitude.
Jiang Nian felt a deep sense of powerlessness. For the first time, he knew what it meant to be helpless. Lin Zian's heart erected several high walls. Every time Jiang Nian thought that he might be one step closer, the reality was like a bucket of cold water. Splashing it down, the coldness penetrated into the bone crevice from the outside.
He wanted to explain, but the pheromones in his body suddenly lost control, and then the unbearable pain spread from all over his body, as if his body was being destroyed from the inside out, he couldn't control himself and bent down.
Lin Zian's expression changed drastically, and he asked softly, "What's wrong? What's wrong with you?"
Jiang Nian only felt the pain in his whole body that made him tremble uncontrollably, and the person in front of him hooked his ever-rising desire for control, and he struggled to control the constant rushing impulse in his body.
There seemed to be some movement around him. Jiang Nian felt that someone stepped into his field, and his back tensed involuntarily. As long as the other party took a step forward, he would be irritated.
He heard the person in front of him ask, "Where are the inhibitors?"
Jiang Nianqiang replied with the last ounce of reason: "...in the car" His voice became softer and softer because his body was getting hot, "Beside the driver's seat."
He didn't know what happened after that, his consciousness was all chewed up, and only instinct and the last trace of rationality remained.
The person in front of him became his only support. The person bent down and groped his body. Although he didn't directly touch the skin, the pain in the place where the hand passed would be much lessened.
If there was no one in front of him, he would have entered a frenzy now, but now he is as docile as a kitten.
"Where's the key?"
"……in the pocket."
Jiang Nian felt warm palms caressing his cheeks and the top of his head. He couldn't help but stretch out his hand and clasped that wrist tightly. The force on his hand was insignificant because he was unconscious.
The man didn't care at all, but comforted him with soft words. A harsh voice attracted all the attention of the person in front of him, which made him feel uncomfortable.
Jiang Nian stood up slowly while supporting the wall, his legs staggered due to the pain, he was hugged by the person in front of him when he was about to fall, the beast in his heart seemed to be fed enough food, and finally settled down .
He hugged the person in front of him tightly, fearing that he would run away.I don't know how long it took, but the other party seemed to pat his face lightly, telling him to let go.
For this request, he instinctively resisted, but what the other party said made him subconsciously afraid, and he said aggrievedly: "I am obedient."
Half pushing and half releasing the other party's hand, he felt his coat being taken off and his sleeves being rolled up, and he heard the other party say, "Don't be afraid."
The hand gently stroked his face, and he couldn't help rubbing against the warm palm a few times. There was a slight tingling pain on his arm, which was insignificant compared to the pain in his body. He obediently let it go. At the mercy of people.
In the next second, the eyelids began to become heavy, and the person in front of him began to blur. Jiang Nian tried to struggle, but his limbs could not exert any strength, and he could only let sleepiness sweep him away.
He slowly closed his eyes and fell into a dark coma.
When Jiang Nian woke up again, Lin Zian was no longer there, and beside her was Mrs. Jiang who had been guarding all night. Her eyes were a little dark and her expression looked haggard.
Although Jiang Nian felt a little uncomfortable, he didn't show it. Mrs. Jiang's eyes lit up slightly when he woke up, and seeing him struggling to get up, she immediately stretched out her hand and pushed him back.
"Don't move around, the effect of the medicine has not completely passed, just lie down."
Jiang Nian didn't move any more when he heard the words. Seeing her expression, he felt guilty. He comforted him: "Mom, you don't have to stay here all night. I'm in good health. If anything happens, don't worry."
"As a parent, how can you not worry about it?" Mrs. Jiang tapped him on the forehead, "I was scared to death, why don't you carry inhibitors with you, I have told you several times, you always don't Take it to heart, if Zian didn't find out in time..."
"Miss Jiang, don't be angry, you will get wrinkles when you are angry." Jiang Nian said coquettishly with a smile.
Mrs. Jiang stared at him for a while with a straight face, and couldn't help laughing, "Brat, you are the only one who likes to talk nonsense."
Jiang Nian stuck out his tongue mischievously.
Mrs. Jiang said a few more words to him, got up and asked someone to go through the discharge procedures, but Jiang Nian's smile slowly faded, he couldn't help shaking his hands, Lin Zian's body temperature seemed to be still there.
He wanted to keep this temperature for a little longer, as if a candle was being ignited again in his heart, and hope was ignited again.
But Lin Zian once again blew out his hope and pushed him into the abyss again.Jiang Nian felt confused, but it was even more difficult for him to choose to give up.
The winter vacation time passed quickly. After the start of school, the students in the two classes followed the teacher to the hospital for internship. During the visit, they introduced the gland removal surgery that had not yet been clinically tested. An idea broke through the mind and entered the brain. Nian made a decision almost instantly.
He left the team, went to the management room alone and asked the staff for an application form for surgery, and filled in his personal information under the incredulous eyes of the other party.The other party took the watch with a skeptical look, and even asked him again and again if he had thought it through carefully.
Jiang Nian closed the cap of his pen and said flatly, "Yes."
The staff member was named Beta. While scanning the information on the form, he said, "It's okay. If you regret it later, you can cancel it. You only need to pay the corresponding fee."
"You keep this list, and you will be notified later if you need a preoperative examination."
Jiang Nian took the form, opened the door and walked out. Lin Zian happened to be walking towards him. When he saw him, he couldn't help but frowned, "What are you running around? Everyone is looking for you and wants to go back to school. gone."
Lin Zian saw the list in his hand and subconsciously asked, "What are you holding?"
Jiang Nian bent his fingers slightly, stuffed the list into his pocket, smiled at him and said, "It's nothing, let's go there quickly."
Lin Zian glanced at the sign on the side of the door, and then at Jiang Nian in front of him, but he didn't see anything. Although he felt something was wrong, he didn't continue to ask.
The two walked towards the elevator one after the other, Jiang Nian put his hand into his pocket, his fingers almost broke the paper.
His eyes were deep, as if his reason had been burned to ashes, leaving only boundless madness.
Brother Zi'an, since you can't accept Alpha, will you be able to accept me if I become an ordinary person?
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Lin Zian's birthday was approaching, although his attitude still didn't improve, and the relationship between the two became even more stalemate because of Jiang Nian's private investigation of his mother's affairs, but Jiang Nian still prepared a birthday party with all his heart.He booked a private room, all the decorations were done by himself, and every detail was paid attention to.
The moment he pushed open the box door, Jiang Nian felt his breathing stagnate, and his heart was filled with tension for a moment.Lin Zian froze in place, with a look of astonishment that he hadn't had time to hide, his heart skipped a beat, he lowered his eyes and walked towards the prepared set, picked up the roses on the table, and said what he had always wanted to say but never had. Chance to say something.
It was as if he had dug out the fragments buried deep in his heart with his own hands. Tears were crawling all over his cheeks at some point, and he was shocked to find that he was already sobbing.
Lin Zian looked away, he was silent for a while and suddenly said, "Xiao Nian."
Jiang Nian's body froze, and his heart was filled with uncontrollable joy at first, followed by a kind of fear of the unknown.
His intuition told him that the following words were not what he wanted to hear.
Lin Zian said slowly but firmly: "It was impossible for the two of us before, and it will be impossible in the future. It's not just because of you lying to me, but also because of my own faults..."
Jiang Nian was in a hurry to defend himself, but Lin Zian blocked him back. What Lin Zian said was too sensible and well-founded, and all his rebuttals seemed weak. Words are always so hard to convince others, because they are like the wind , can't hold it and can't keep it.
But the behavior really left hurt and scars.
"Brother Zi'an."
Jiang Nian seemed to dig out his own heart, spread it out in front of him, and said word by word: "I won't give up, you are right, what I say now is nothing but words, so I will Persevere, let you believe that I really like you, my liking for you is not out of so-called instinct, it is a long-lasting liking."
Lin Zian's reaction was beyond his expectation, or it was within his expectation.
He slammed the door angrily and left, Jiang Nian bent down little by little with the rose in his arms, the pain in his chest made his eyes turn white.
Maybe it's not a good thing to press all the time, and you should keep a little distance.
Jiang Cheng had always wanted Jiang Nian to take over his business, and it happened that the summer vacation was coming, so he arranged for him to work as an assistant in the branch office, follow the management staff to work on the project, and understand the project process.
Suddenly busy, although Jiang Nian often thought of Lin Zian, he really didn't have time to pester him. Even the class reunion was forced to be postponed due to entertainment, but he never expected that Lin Zian would come to him in person .
When he saw Lin Zian waiting opposite the company, his chest seemed to be filled with surprise.
Lin Zian was sitting in the driver's seat, wearing simple casual clothes, and his broad shoulders pushed the ordinary T-shirt out of shape.
The two had dinner together. Faced with Lin Zian's questioning, Jiang Nian was extremely calm. When he blocked Li Lu, he knew that what he did would be discovered. The person he loves is so smart , Those little tricks are impossible to hide.
And he also deeply understood that his previous actions were successful only because Lin Zian believed in him.
But that trust has been destroyed by him, like a sandcastle knocked down by the waves, leaving only a flat sandy land, he needs to build a solid fortress in the waves again and again.
The two of them didn't say anything during this dinner, and the atmosphere became much more harmonious.Jiang Nian watched the familiar sports car drive out of sight before turning around and getting in the car to leave.
Before going to bed at night, he habitually turned on his mobile phone, only to find that Lin Zian was not at home, but in a strange suburb.
He suddenly felt uneasy in his heart, and the uneasiness was slowly spreading. He got up from the bed, hurriedly changed his clothes, picked up the car keys and went out.
His movements were very light, for fear of waking up the servants at home.
He was calling Lin Zian along the way, but the phone was still disconnected, his heart sank little by little, and when he saw several bodyguards guarding the door, his heart sank completely.
He notified the security personnel that the best thing to do now is to wait for rescue, but Jiang Nian couldn't wait for a second.
Thinking that Lin Zian might be in danger, he wished to tear these people to pieces.
Because Jiang Nian was almost kidnapped when he was a child, he began to learn self-defense skills and fighting since he was a child. He took advantage of their slack and let them go. The first floor was guarded except for the gate, and there was no one else inside.
He immediately ruled out the possibility that he was on the first floor, and walked up quickly. The bodyguard upstairs seemed to hear the movement and was preparing to go downstairs. Jiang Nian kicked him on the knee and threw him down the stairs.
He continued to walk forward and opened the first door at the corner. The person he was thinking of was standing by the bed. Although his clothes were a bit messy, he seemed uninjured.
Jiang Nian breathed a sigh of relief, did not answer the other party's inquiry, reached out to grab the other party's hand and wanted to leave, but was blocked at the gate.
The two were taken to a new place together. Although they had contacted other people, they were transferred now, and the rescue would definitely be delayed, and the newly replaced surveillance personnel did not seem to be good.Jiang Nian's guess was confirmed. They put the others down and were about to leave, but the leading gangster took out a knife.
He subconsciously stood in front of him, his palm was cut open, and when the burning pain spread to his brain through the nerves, he breathed a sigh of relief.
Although he was seriously injured, but fortunately Jiang Yuan arrived in time with the police. After this accident, the distance between him and Lin Zian was suddenly shortened, and he clearly found that the other party no longer rejected him so much.
The persistence in Jiang Nian's heart has turned into paranoia. No matter how much he pays and what method he uses, he will forcibly break back the wrong path.
And this opportunity was finally in front of him, and he would not let it go anyway.
Lin Zian can only belong to him, and only to him.
This time he will not miss it again, he will use love to firmly handcuff the other party by his side.
The author has something to say: Woohoo! ! !I'm finally done!
There might be a wedding episode (if I can write it.)
Will be more tomorrow night!I'll try!
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