Forcibly marked after being found

Chapter 55

The room suddenly fell silent, only slightly heavy breathing was heard.

Jiang Nian's voice trembled uncontrollably: "I am here, I have always been here."

Lin Zian didn't seem to hear his answer, and went on to say: "Jiang Nian, I like you so much, I really like you so much." His expression was very painful, as if he was opening the festering wound in his heart, Every time I say a word, I can't help trembling, "Why do I... like you so much? It's obviously not you, why? Why do I like you?"

Jiang Nian felt as if someone had punched him hard in the chest. The pain made him almost unable to stand up straight. This was the first time he saw Lin Zian in such a mess. Pain, anger and sadness cut his expression into countless pieces. For some reason, he didn't want to see this man like this.

He had no way to answer, he could only hug him into his arms silently, and the two fell down on the spacious big bed, the hands behind their backs patiently comforted each other's emotions, Lin Zian gradually calmed down, and seemed to be slowly entering the Dreamland.

The normally pale lips were dyed pale pink by the liquor. Jiang Nian looked at it for a while, as if being bewitched by someone, he gently lowered his head and kissed her.

The person in his arms didn't resist, and let him do whatever he wanted meekly, and even responded subconsciously, which was quite different from the resistance he had shown a few days ago. He was greedy for the warmth that had lasted for half a month, which was obviously a tender moment, Jiang Nian felt an abnormal coldness and bewilderment in his heart.

He was a little afraid of facing Lin Zian when he was awake.

The eyes of disgust and hatred were like a sword, piercing through his heart, making him feel pain that he had never experienced before.

Lin Zian murmured in his sleep: "Jiang Nian... Xiao Nian..."

Jiang Nian took a breath, slowly lowered his eyes, and silently deepened the kiss.

The next morning, Lin Zian woke up from his dream, his brain ached from the hangover, and he couldn't help but let out a low cry.

It seemed that something was pressing on his chest, and the heavy feeling made him feel short of breath. He sat up struggling with his head propped up. The room was still groggy, and Lin Zian's vision was still a little blurred, but he found that this was not the case. Not my own room.

He took a breath, and suddenly turned his head to look at the person beside him, but when he saw the appearance of that person clearly, his brain exploded, and the anger rushed from his chest to the sky, and his confused expression instantly turned livid. He bit the tip of his tongue hard, trying to wake up a little bit of reason.

The memory of last night had a fault after the fight started, and he had no memory of what happened after that.

But it is certain that the person who took him away later must be Jiang Nian, and the person he least wants to face now is also Jiang Nian.

To be honest, he would rather have yesterday's garbage lying beside him.

Lin Zian lifted the quilt and was about to get out of bed, but was pulled back by someone. Jiang Nian held his hand tightly and looked at him beggingly, "Don't go."

"Fuck//you//Mom, let go!" Lin Zian didn't like his tricks, and tried hard to withdraw his hand, but the hand that clasped him was like an iron chain, and he couldn't break it off.

Jiang Nian seemed not to have heard him, and said to himself, "Brother Zi'an, why do you act like this every time you see me?"

"Damn, you won't listen to people if you let me go, right?" Lin Zian raised his hand to push the numbness in his elbow, and loosened his hand uncontrollably, he took the opportunity to break free, As soon as he got out of bed, he was hugged by someone.

Jiang Nian hugged him tightly, put his chin on his shoulder, and kept begging: "Don't go, don't go, okay?"

"Get out." Lin Zian pushed his elbow back, but was held down.

Jiang Nian didn't move at all, "Brother Zi'an, what can I do for you to talk to me?" His tone lowered, he was very aggrieved, "I really don't know what to do."

Lin Zian scolded angrily: "What should I do? I'll let you go, didn't you hear? I'll let you go!"

The anger in his heart was about to burn him into a ball. Jiang Nian's pleading eyes and tone of grievance were no different from before. Countless pictures passed by in his mind like a revolving lantern, each picture was like a needle, each time The past has plunged into Lin Zian's brain, making him have a splitting headache.

He suppressed the stabbing pain in his heart, his eyes were scarlet with hangover and anger, "Jiang Nian, are you addicted to acting? You can see it too, we are over, if you want to show some face, you can do it right now." Let me go, Mom, and roll as far as you can!"

The arms around his waist froze, and Jiang Nian called out in a low voice, "Brother Zi'an..."

Lin Zian suddenly felt more tired than ever before. He propped his forehead and wiped his face, and said in a hoarse voice, "Let go, let me go too."

"I don't want to tell you what you did, Jiang Nian, you investigated me, and I told you that I can't accept others lying to me, I can't accept AO love, and I can't accept that you are that Alpha. I I didn't hold you accountable, I admit it's because I like you, but I'm tired, I don't want to like you anymore, if you like me a little, just let me go."

"Brother Suan, I beg you once, let me go, okay?"

A few calm words made Jiang Nian's heart sink to the bottom of the valley a little bit. His chest seemed to be blocked by a huge rock. He was so dull that he couldn't breathe. He slowly let go of his hand and stared at Lin Zian's back who left firmly. Bending over uncomfortably.

Two days later, the heavy rain stopped as the weather forecast said, and the water on the ground receded a lot. After confirming that there was no danger, Lin Zian and the others left immediately, sending Zhou Qian and Song Enli home before they drove back to the community.

Jian Yuan went to park the car, Lin Zian didn't bother to wait for him, and he didn't want to be polite to him. He went straight home. When he passed by the mail box in the lobby, he found that his own mailbox was marked red. Lin Zian opened it casually and took out a document. Walking in the direction of the elevator, "Ding—" when the elevator arrived, he took out a piece of paper from the file bag.

That was his college entrance examination admission card.

Lin Zian couldn't help being stunned for a moment, and when he got home, he threw the file bag into the trash can. After thinking for a while, he took out his mobile phone and clicked on the contact information that had been in his text messages for several days.

[The email has been received, thank you. 】

When he was about to throw the dirty clothes into the washing machine, the phone on the coffee table vibrated suddenly, and he raised his eyebrows and picked up the phone again.

[No, no, it's just a classmate doing a favor. 】

【Thank you anyway. When you are free next week, I will treat you to a meal. 】

The other party replied quickly, and it really was an excuse.

[Really no need. 】

Lin Zian didn't like to owe favors to others, not to mention that the two of them didn't know each other well, and there was an embarrassing incident between them.

[Is it okay at twelve noon next Thursday? 】

He thought for a while and added another sentence - if I don't ask you, I will have a bad conscience.

The person on the other side was probably shaken by his words, and hesitated for more than ten seconds before replying.

【Okay, thank you then. 】

[Sure, see you then. 】

Lin Zian put his phone back on the coffee table, thinking about the appointment next Thursday, he suddenly felt a headache. Although he was the one who invited the other party forcefully, facing Li Qing would always remind him of the past.

His heart sank suddenly. The first time he discovered that Jiang Nian had a problem with his relationship attitude, he planned to retreat so that he would not get into an embarrassing situation, but he was still full of longing and love for Jiang Nian, so when Jiang Nian When begging him for another chance, his heart softened.

The feeling of that time is recalled clearly as if it happened yesterday, but the joyful feeling after "reconciliation" was replaced by endless pain, which pressed heavily on his chest, making him short of breath.

Lin Zian forcibly "digged" out the pictures in his mind, let his brain empty, don't think about these things that are past and cannot be changed, no matter how embarrassing and painful these things make him, all he can do is You can let it go slowly, until one day you can look back and smile lightly.

After returning to Xicheng, he began to apply for volunteers the next day, and the results were announced three days ago. Lin Zian played normally and got the second place in the city in the science test. It is no surprise that Jiang Nian took the first place.

In previous years, the newspapers in the city would rush to interview the number one scholar in arts and sciences. This year, let alone interviewing the number one student in science, no one could see him.

According to the past, the top ten universities in arts and sciences in the city were blocked by the admissions offices of Huada University and Peking University. Fortunately, Lin Zian was left alone without going out.

As the frequency of disorder increased, the symptoms before the onset of disorder became more and more obvious. Lin Zian only filled in a major of Huada Biomedical Engineering and submitted it. He closed the computer casually, and the disorder in his body The pheromones flowed to the whole body along the blood, and the clear and seductive fragrance of blue bells instantly filled the whole room, so rich that it seemed to lift the roof off.

He was the only one in the house, and the doors and windows were tightly closed, so there was no need to spray the barrier agent. Lin Zian's body trembled slightly involuntarily. He bent down and rubbed his arms against the handle of the chair. His sensitive skin brought an irresistible feeling. Quick-felt, he couldn't help moaning///groaned.

His fair face was flushed, and the thermostat at home had been turned on, but the hot and dry feeling caused by the disorder still made him sweat all over his body. The sweat soaked the linen home clothes, and the cloth stuck to his body. Feeling cold and hot to the touch, Lin Zian felt that he was about to lose his mind.

The sitting posture was really uncomfortable, and the messy brain released a message—go back to the bedroom and lie down. He subconsciously followed the message, and slowly stood up from the chair with trembling legs, but just walked a few steps. As soon as the body went limp, he fell straight to the ground.

The cold marble floor reduces the dryness and heat in the body, the consciousness has been burnt into a paste by the passion/// desire, the subconscious mind begins to haunt the mind, and the person he is thinking about day and night follows the deepest desire in his heart and slowly emerges Looking into his brain, he seemed to see the man's glance and smile, and saw the man really softly shouting——

"Brother Zi'an."

Normally, his emotions are well restrained by him. At this moment, his emotions are like a balloon that exploded, filling his not spacious heart. Sadness, pain and anger are intertwined, and they are burned to ashes by anger. In the end, only the empty-handed sadness is left. feel.

Warm tears welled up uncontrollably from his eyes.

It was only at this moment that Lin Zian could frankly admit to himself - he couldn't let go of his feelings for Jiang Nian, this young man was like a ray of sunshine, whether it was fake or not, it left an indelible mark in his heart.

This reality made him uncomfortable as if his internal organs had been crushed by someone. The severe pain made him arch his body, and his hands and feet twitched uncontrollably.

The author has something to say: I want to hug Lin Zian and give him a kiss.

Mom is distressed.