Daughter-in-law is a superstar

Chapter 51 Inferiority and Despair

If Xiaoye hadn't fallen in love with Song Ran, then his love journey would not have been bumpy.

If Song Ran is not a big monster but a guinea pig, then Xiao Ye's masculine self-esteem will be greatly satisfied and brought into play.

But if Song Ran really changed from a piranha in the tropical jungle to a delicate little flower in the greenhouse, then Xiaoye probably wouldn't like him either.

When Xiao Ye was still worried on the plane, he was afraid that the people he sent would not arrive in time and Song Ran would be in danger, but he did not know that the alarm had been lifted, and the person involved was making up a story in front of the police.

Nine times out of ten, all loyal and high-level subordinates in ancient and modern China and abroad would not like their boss to find a partner who has no self-protection ability and will be plundered as a threat and used as a bargaining chip.It doesn't matter if this person is a woman, after all, protecting women is a man's bounden duty, but if the other party is a man, then they wish that this person would disappear as soon as possible, so as not to embarrass their boss in the future.

Although the UK branch immediately began to inquire about Song Ran's itinerary that day after receiving the order from above, it didn't take it seriously.What is a big star, and what about an actor?Before departure, Song Ran was determined to be a waste and a burden in the hearts of most people. When his own side and his opponent were in a stalemate, he would run out to delay his legs, so that the opponent could take advantage of it. It would be better to die.

The other four guys who were in charge of robbing people also had the same thoughts. They thought it was easy at first, so not only did they not have a detailed plan, but they also had no backup plan to make up for it.They thought it would be just right to carry the mission target into the car and transport it away while people were unconscious after the car accident, but in the end they underestimated the enemy and the whole army was wiped out.

When Xiaoye's subordinates rushed to the set to find the person, they failed to find anyone. When they searched along the road to the scene of the accident, they saw a policeman and a claims adjuster suspected of being sent by the insurance company directing the tow truck to tow the two collided cars away.The license plate number of one of the cars was exactly what was written on the information, as for the guy named Song Ran in the photo in their hands, they didn't see it at all.

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Twelve stitches, a total of twelve stitches.

Sitting on the treatment bed and listening to the doctor nagging that if the incision goes a little deeper, it will definitely hurt the tendon of the tegumin, and it will be difficult for this arm not to be scrapped by then.

"Doctor, you read it wrong, I got scratched in a car accident, not a knife wound." Song Ran glanced at the doctor and corrected with a smile.

The doctor in charge of stitching the wound is also a sensible person. Since the patient has said so, why should I be more serious about this, and immediately said: "It is probably because I have been on duty too much. I really misunderstood it. I mistook the scratch for a knife wound." After a tetanus shot, the doctor picked up the on-duty record and wrote down the medical record. "Don't let the wound get wet this week, don't lift heavy objects, and rest well, there should be no scars."

"Thank you." Song Ran got off the treatment bed and put on the new shirt he had asked the nurse to buy for him. Most of the blood-stained and dirty sleeves had been cut off.

Walking out of the hospital, Song Ran made a phone call with the insurance claimer and asked about the claim process.Knowing that her beloved car is likely to need a complete overhaul, Song Ran's heart is torn apart. It is a limited edition that steadily increases in value every year.On weekdays, I don't even dare to use force to close the car door. Who would think that a car accident would ruin her like this.

After the call ended, Song Ran sat on a bench by the side of the road and looked through the communication records, and found that there were a few more messages in it, so he listened to them one by one.One of them is Tom Ma's message. The content is to ask Song Ran to use the month of weight loss to read the script thoroughly and dig deeper into the inner world of the characters.

At the same time, Tom Ma also pointed out that the reason why Song Ran did not match the characters in the script was not only because of his figure, but he lacked the two characteristics of the characters in the script - low self-esteem and despair.And if these two points he manifested can be deliberate, so Toma hopes that Song Ran can deeply understand the meaning of these two words, so that his performance can be called perfect.

Inferiority and despair?Leaning on the back of the chair and carrying anti-inflammatory medicine, Song Ran looked up at the clear sky wearing sunglasses, feeling very confused.

This word was too far away and too empty for him, so Song Ran was gorgeously aggrieved.

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At [-]:[-] in the afternoon, two oriental men wearing sunglasses walked into a quiet coffee shop at the end of the street in the central London business district, and led by the waiter to the corner box on the second floor.

"Blue Mountain."

"latté."

After the waiters left and closed the door, one of them took off his sunglasses to reveal a pair of pure blue eyes without impurities. "Let's talk about your meal first." He picked up the menu on the table and looked through it.

"Please, just order whatever you want."

"Would it be better if we knew it earlier and we went to the restaurant. Tell me, what things can't be said at home and you need to find this kind of place?"

"...Kang Ning, let me ask you, what was the thing that made you most desperate?" Song Ranren asked Kang Ning sincerely after taking out the recording pen and pressing the switch to put it back on.

On that day, Song Ran and Kang Ning flew to Europe on the same plane, but Song Ran's destination was London, England, while Kang Ning got off the plane in Paris, France.At that time, neither of them thought that they would reunite at a large farmers' market in London not long after their separation. Since then, Corning has lived a life of eating and drinking and is proud of it.

According to Tom Ma's request, Song Ran deeply explored the meaning of inferiority and despair while dieting, but he failed to complete any of these two tasks after a week.Seeing that building a car behind closed doors was not an option, Song Ran lowered his face and gritted his teeth, calling Kang Ning out.

Not to mention life experience, Song Ran didn't believe that Kang Ning's interview experience as a host over the past few years didn't give him any insight.

While the waiter brought coffee in, Kang Ning ordered a French fries, a fruit salad, and a tiramisu cheese cake, and then he pondered over the question Song Ran raised while holding the coffee.The serious expression on his face made Song Ran dare not breathe hard, for fear of disturbing his thoughts.

After a long time, after taking a sip of coffee, Kang Ning put down his cup and pointed to Song Ran at the recording pen standing next to the vase on the table, motioned for Song Ran to take it and handed it over, cleared his throat and said, "I am the most desperate person in my life. The moment I tried to correct Shang Chengjun's wrong life values ​​failed, and I was almost pissed off by him." After speaking, Song Ran blinked at Song Ran, who leaned halfway forward and put the recording pen in front of his mouth, with an attentive face.

At this moment, Song Ran knew that he had been tricked, and his enthusiasm was regarded as cheap dog blood by the guy opposite. "Kang, Ning!" With a fierce look in his eyes, Song Ran slapped the table with his palm, shaking the vase above it from side to side.

"Don't be angry, it was just a joke! Hehehe!" Patting Song Ran on the shoulder, Kang Ning smiled sincerely. "I'm most desperate when I have zero money in the bank and no money, really."

She retracted her body and sat on the chair, put the recorder back into her coat pocket. Song Ran faced Kang Ning: "Do you know what is the most depressing thing for me? I was so stupid to ask you out today. Maybe I should call the businessman more." Cheng Jun, he will seriously think about the question I raised. This is an AA meal!" Song Ran got up and walked towards the door.

"Don't, don't! Can't I be serious? Don't make the AA system. It's not like you don't know that I always go out without money." Kang Ning grabbed Song Ran tightly and refused to let go.

"I think it's because you and I never carry money in our pockets when we go out." Song Ran sneered to expose Kang Ning.

Kang Ning laughed twice and was not ashamed at all when the facts were pointed out. He pushed Song Ran back on the chair and then returned to his seat. Not enough to wear and not warm. Especially on Christmas Eve, when other people’s families have a big meal and I have a high fever and have to stand by the trash can at the back door of the restaurant, cold and hungry. At that time, I just want to be myself It might be a happy thing to just die like this." He drank the coffee in the cup in one breath, took out a cigarette from his coat pocket and took a couple of puffs, calmed down, and then Kang Ning remembered that Song Ran didn't like it. The smell of smoke made him try to snuff out the cigarette.

Reaching out his hand to stop Kang Ning who was about to put out his cigarette, "It's okay, besides, the ventilation here is good." Song Ran knew that this person needed to use tobacco to numb himself at this moment.Song Ran had heard about Kang Ning's wandering on the streets, and he thought that life on the streets would be difficult, but now that he heard Kang Ning's description in a few words, Song Ran realized that he was still naive.

Kang Ning is not a bong, he only smokes when he is in a bad mood, now that he has calmed down, it doesn't matter whether he smokes or not.Stuffing out the lit cigarette and throwing it into the ashtray on the table, eating french fries with ketchup on it, Corning continued: "Then someone gave me money to go to medical school, and I wondered if this person was sick , let a person who did not finish elementary school or middle school go to study medicine. But I thought maybe this is an opportunity, a chance to get rid of ordinary poverty. In the third year of university, I took enough credits and was allowed to change my major to study for a master’s degree , I got my doctor’s license before the internship was over. A decent job, generous remuneration, and a bright future, everyone is optimistic about me, and I am optimistic about myself, but the car accident that followed left me with nothing.” Looking at his right hand, which could no longer hold a scalpel, Kang Ning curled his lips. "Lying in the intensive care unit, surgery and first aid have become commonplace. Several times when I was awake, I wanted to tear off the oxygen mask on my face to completely relieve myself. But at that time, let alone raising my hand, I didn't even have the strength to lift a finger. Suicide is a fantasy."

"Lying on the bed and unable to move, my body was full of tubes. At that time, I thought in my heart that there is nothing in this world that is more hopeless than life and death. I can't make my own decisions. Now look at it, life is not difficult. Kaner, if you can’t stand the blow, just think about my brother’s experience, and you must be inspiring!” After sweeping away a plate of French fries, Kang Ning launched a fierce attack on the salad.

After staring at Kang Ning for a long time, Song Ran laughed, thinking back to his life-or-death crap, it was boring and naive compared to others, and it was not worth mentioning at all.

Seeing Song Ran smiled in relief, Kang Ning frowned: "It seems like you have nothing to ask."

"Yeah, there was one more but it's unnecessary now."

"why?"

"Because you don't have that."

"what?"

"self-abasement."

Putting down the fork in his hand, Kang Ning nodded: "I really don't have this thing. I don't envy, I don't envy, I don't deny why I feel inferior, and my attitude determines everything." Corning made a 'V' with his fingers and was very proud. "However, there is someone who can tell you what 'inferiority' is."

Song Ran raised his eyebrows and asked, "You mean Shang Chengjun?" Song Ran blurted out Shang Chengjun's name, which made Kang Ning slightly stunned and then laughed, feeling helpless for someone. "That's right, let's not talk about 'Xiao Bai', actually 'Xiao Hei' is also afraid that one day Huo Wenting will find another branch to squat on. But I don't want to talk about him, but the very sad night snack... No, it's Comrade Xiaoye .”

"Xiao Ye? Stop talking, he will feel inferior." Waving his hand, Song Ran felt that Kang Ning was joking.

"If you don't believe me, just pretend I didn't say it. You decided not to say what I told you last time."

"Do you feel okay?"

"Okay, why not. We are about the same size, and your legs are shorter than mine. If it's a big deal, you won't be able to play with your trouser legs." Although Kang Ning will not feel inferior because of others' superiority, he likes others because of his own. Excellence leads to inferiority complex.

"This meal is AA!" Song Ran said flatly, pushing aside the cold coffee.

Kang Ning, who really didn't have any money on him, immediately yelled: "No AA! I didn't bring any money!"

"It doesn't matter if you don't bring any money, you can write an IOU, and I won't charge you any interest after we get acquainted." Song Ran happily ate the tiramisu cheese cake that Kang Ning hadn't had time to touch.

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Is it nonsense that Kang Ning said that Xiaoye is inferior? Song Ran hasn't found a chance to study it yet, because he is completely in despair now, especially when he stands on the weighing scale, he is so desperate that he wants to smash his head on the scale. .

For half a month, two weeks, 336 days, [-] hours, he rode a bicycle for a walk every day, and only ate one apple for each meal every day to satisfy his hunger, but he lost four catties just like this!

Four catties, if this continues, it is impossible to lose twenty catties by the end of the month.Now Song Ran doesn't even dare to eat apples and only needs to drink water to survive every day, so in order to preserve his remaining physical strength, he usually lies down now.

Although she knew that Kang Ning was out of touch, she was a top model and she should have some way to lose weight quickly, so Song Ran took the initiative to call.

Because of the IOU, Kang Ning is very upset with Song Ran recently, and Song Ran has something to ask himself. Kang Ning has often used his vicious mouth to irritate people. This gives a quick way to lose weight - indulgence.

Fearing that Song Ran would not believe it, Kang Ning specially called Lanster beside him to prove to himself that he really lost 10 catties after a whole week of indulging in sex.

After hearing this, Song Ran hung up the phone directly, thinking that it was lucky that Kang Ning was not killed.

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The first thing Xiaoye did when he got off the plane was to call to inquire about Song Ran's situation, and he was relieved to learn that his opponent failed to win.Enduring the anger in his heart, Xiao Ye did not go to his opponent immediately, but acted as if nothing had happened. He knew that the more obvious his concern and excitement about this matter, the more dangerous Song Ran would become.

But it’s okay to do nothing, because it’s too often and attracts attention.So it took three days for Xiaoye to pretend that he had just learned the news, and angrily let go of his harsh words to the other boss.Then he pretended to be busy and endured for two days before going to visit Song Ran.On the day the two met, the atmosphere was quite harmonious, and Song Ran also invited Xiaoye to his home for dinner.It's just that after this meal, Song Ran regained two catties, which made the previous hardships go to waste.

Song Ran, who was in low spirits due to lack of food, returned home weakly with the weight-loss products bought from the corner pharmacy. As soon as he went up a few stairs, he saw Xiao Ye, who had hurt him so much, sitting on the steps blocking the way.

Pretending not to see the person blocking the way, Song Ran squeezed sideways, passed Xiao Ye, and walked home without looking back.

"Song Ran..." Xiao Ye was helpless to be ignored by others, so he could only stand up and catch up to block Song Ran.

Scanning the person across from him with unfamiliar eyes, Song Ran asked in a strange way, "Who are you? I don't know you. Please step aside, I want to go home."

"You look bad, are you sick?" Xiao Ye was very worried about Song Ran's health.

Thinking of Xiaoye causing him to bounce back by two catties, Song Ran got angry: "I want you to take care of it." Pushing the person away, Song Ran went upstairs, and seeing that he was three steps away from the door, he didn't want to, but he was pulled back and almost fell back fall. "What are you going to do, tell me something!"

Xiaoye sighed, and didn't let go of Song Ran's hand: "Today...my birthday...but I just want to spend it with you...is that okay..."

"Your birthday?" Song Ran was puzzled.

Nodding, Xiaoye looked at Song Ran with hopeful eyes.

Song Ran was so cautiously watched by Xiao Ye that he could only nod his head, but just as he opened the door to let people into the room, he heard Xiao Ye behind him asking in confusion: "Song Ran, are you feeling unwell, do you want to go?" Hospital? You don’t see a thin face, but you seem to be malnourished, I think you still..."

"Get out!" With a roar, Song Ran interrupted Xiaoye's unfinished sentence, and slammed the iron gate with a 'bang' to lock Xiaoye outside.