Chapter 117
Chapter 117
"Clean it up, it's already a mess."
"Okay, I'll clean it up later." Pang Qingyu stood up and looked down at the slippers on her feet... The slippers had three designs of embroidery, and the embroidery was really ugly.
"Wait a minute? Why don't you clean it up now?" You Xian has skillfully put the model standing on the ground into the display cabinet, "You replaced the shoe wall with a model cabinet?"
"You clean up with me?" Pang Qingyu looked up and found that You Xian did not go to the door, but squatted in front of the model cabinet.
You Xian turned back to look at him, telling Pang Qingyu that he was a little angry now, as if saying, "Can't you see what I'm doing?"
The takeaway knocked on the door, breaking the frozen atmosphere, "I...should be my takeaway."
When eating, Pang Qingyu sat at the dining table where the chair hadn't been moved for several months, and he kept looking at You Xian's busy figure.The eyes changed direction from time to time, looking at the side face, looking at the nose and lips.
Then there was a waist that leaked when he bent down, and the white flesh color was exposed through the gaps in the soft fabric. He felt that this waist would definitely feel good when he grabbed it.You Xian's face is a little thinner, but his waist still seems to be strong.
Pang Qingyu realized that she was thinking about writing something that made her heart beat faster, so she quickly looked away.His heartbeat accelerated several times, and he couldn't help but look up and continue to peek. He shouted in his heart, "It's almost December, and you still wear so little. It's good to look good. It shows your butt and waist, but it's easy to catch a cold." So he took out his mobile phone and turned up the air conditioner in the room.
Pang Qingyu's sneaky meowing accidentally became a blatant look.
It's really not my color, it's ready-made right in front of me, if I don't look at it, I'm sorry for my eyes.
Pang Qingyu comforted herself in her heart. When she saw the trance-like jewelry on the other party's wrist, Pang Qingyu's eyes were even more straightforward.
What does it mean that You Xian wears the bracelet that they gave when they were together?
Pang Qingyu was a little flattered, and he didn't know whether the corners of his mouth should be turned up as he thought in his heart, or should he be more affectionate and pay more attention?
In the end, I did what I thought in my heart, and looked at each other with a silly smile.
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After eating, Pang Qingyu stood up and put the takeaway box in the trash can, and cleaned up the house with You Xian.
You Xianhui said: "How many years have you not been to the second floor, and the dust cover is always on?"
"You didn't go up after you left."
"Oh." You Xian bit his lip and said calmly, "Then...well, go up and clean up."
Pang Qingyu lowered his head and secretly smiled. He felt that You Xian was nervous because the other party's ears were blushing.
Pang Qingyu saw the embroidery on the slippers again, it was so cute.
"No need, this place is too big, and the first floor is very empty when I live alone." Pang Qingyu turned her head to the balcony, in order to cover up her poor acting skills——sneered uncontrollably.
"That's fine." After finishing speaking, You Xian sat on the sofa, looked at the largely unchanged room, and finally put the topic on the model: "How much is this model?"
Pang Qingyu looked at the bjd in You Xian's hand, "This is a handmade one, and it's more expensive for customization, less than [-] yuan."
You Xian gently put down the doll in his hand: "Just twenty thousand for such a small person?"
"Well, don't you think this villain is pretty?"
You Xian nodded, "It's pretty, but [-] is a bit expensive, I thought it was only a few hundred."
"This one can change clothes, and... he is custom-made, I like this little man very much."
You Xian thought to himself that I already knew that you liked this villain, so who wouldn't like 2 yuan for this thing.
"When did you enter Two-dimensional? I thought only girls like these."
Pang Qingyu explained: "...It's not Two-dimensional, I just like this doll. I only have this doll, and the rest are just building blocks to pass the time." Pang Qingyu looked carefully at You Xian's eyes and Lips, and then put his gaze on the bjd doll's face, and smiled with satisfaction.
"Do you want to play?" Pang Qingyu walked to You Xian and asked him, "Building blocks?"
You Xian quickly waved his hand, "No, no, I think this thing is a waste of time and takes patience. Although it is very beautiful."
Pang Qingyu smiled, "I like this face. I knew you wouldn't like these things."
You Xian was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled.
"I, that is, I see a lot of changes here, just in S City, do you know where there is a purifier?" You Xian spoke unnaturally, because Pang Qingyu sat beside him, and the two reunited for the first time Once so close.
"What do you want the purifier for? It's been renovated?" Pang Qingyu asked with her head tilted.
"No, it's just that you changed the stickers every year at home. I smell a bit strong and it's not good for her health, so I want to buy one." You Xian moved a little closer to Pang Qingyu, reached out and took the oblique A car model in the direction, this is a big G.
"That's right." Pang Qingyu was already out of her mind.
"I won't go tonight, I'll go tomorrow." You Xian lowered his head and played with the car model.
Pang Qingyu saw You Xian's clavicle and nape covered by a thin coat, and spoke without thinking, "Okay, I bought it tomorrow and brought it here for you."
Then she shifted her eyes to You Xian's waist and thighs. Looking at it like this, Pang Qingyu felt that You Xian was thinner than before.Whether it's the waist or the legs, in fact, when you look closely, the whole person is much thinner than I thought.
He thought of the nightmare he had before, it was before the breakup four years ago, when You Xian looked morbidly thin. "Just send me your location, and send it to the company."
"I'm fine tomorrow, so let's go shopping together. Can you?" You Xian turned to stare at Pang Qingyu, waited until the other party nodded, smiled and said, "I'll give you the contact information."
Pang Qingyu lowered her eyes, her nose felt sore, she covered her emotions and took out her phone, "Okay, I'll look for my phone."
Pang Qingyu searched for a long time, but found that it was not on her body, nor on the sofa.
"I'll call you directly. Listen to where it is. I guess I left it somewhere when I just cleaned it." Sure enough, the phone rang in the book under the coffee table in the next second.
Pang Qingyu saved the number, "You...you WeChat?"
"It's also this." You Xian said.
You Xian saw that Pang Qingyu had been in a bad mood since he just looked for his mobile phone, and his sense of self-blame was on the line, and he was a little at a loss.He thought that Pang Qingyu was sad when he thought of changing and blocking all his contact information without saying a word.
You Xian has come to ask for peace these days, but he has never expressed it. He knows that this is his natural personality.But he really tried his best to chase Pang Qingyu.
He has never chased anyone before, so You Xian can only be silent at this moment.
"Are you sad?" You Xian asked after a long time.
Pang Qingyu nodded.
"Because of me?"
Pang Qingyu nodded, and said after a while: "I just feel that the way we talk now makes me uncomfortable. Whether it's talking or getting along, I feel very sad."
"I...I actually, I can't coax you, I can't keep people, I can't talk about love, I can't chase people. It's been four years, I don't know how much our relationship has become estranged, so I can only follow my understanding Come to communicate with you. I am also very sad, sorry." You Xian bowed his head and apologized.
Pang Qingyu waved her hands and never wanted the other party to say sorry: "No, don't say sorry, you should never say sorry to me. The one who said sorry should be me." Pang Qingyu said, "You took a step towards me I am very happy."
You Xian remained silent.
"You... returned to China because of me?" Pang Qingyu looked at You Xian expectantly, and asked, "I went abroad because of me, so did I return because of me? Why? What kind of relationship do we have now?"
"I will explain to you slowly what happened in the past. Most of the reasons for returning to China are because of you. When Xiao Jing recovers, I will come back and come back to find you." You Xian summed up his four years in one sentence Cheng Cheng, "If I propose to you to break up, then I will get back together. I will chase you until you feel that our relationship will not make you sad, embarrassing or uncomfortable, and then you will make a choice." .This period can be one month, one year, ten years. We belong to the relationship between the pursuer and the pursued."
Pang Qingyu laughed, "The deadline must be only one second."
You Xian patted Pang Qingyu's head: "Don't worry, I'm right here. We'll be officially together after you think it over."
"The prerequisite for two people to be together is to be able to think about the future. If we haven't dealt with the present, I will pursue you; you can transform your worries and fears and start thinking about the future, so you can talk about getting back together."
Pang Qingyu nodded in agreement, he knew that even though he himself wanted to be with You Xian immediately, the relationship between the two of them was still like this—the gap.
After four years of separation, many things have changed.You Xian is mature and independent, while Pang Qingyu is reserved and depressed.Both of them were bruised all over because of the incident four years ago. The scars on their breasts have indeed disappeared due to time, and even the psychological scars have also slowly faded due to time, leaving a mark.
But these did exist, and they cannot be easily erased.
Pang Qingyu couldn't say that he didn't care about the past, because he had been waiting day by day for four years.
The first year without You Xian, the second year, the third and the fourth year are different, even his personality is quite different from before.
He still remembered that when he knew that You Xian had completely left the country, he frantically searched for You Xian's whereabouts, because he couldn't bear to sleep alone in the bed that he used to breathe together, and he couldn't bear the place full of You Xian's memories.He admitted that he couldn't be noble, and tried every means to find You Xian.
He even thought that as soon as he found You Xian, he would tie You Xian back and imprison him at home.Even if You Xian hates him, keep him by his side.
Later, all the facts told him that it was impossible to dig out when Youxian fell.He lost interest in life, the future, and even the present. He was buried in the house for four or five days without any water or food.
Afterwards, Bai Su gave him clues, telling him that Li Zeshuo tricked You Xian into going abroad on the grounds of the company's advanced studies and quotas for going abroad.People are abroad and safe, but people are hidden.
In the end, almost motivated by revenge on Li Zeshuo, he came back to life.
"The four years of separation are more than the time we have been together. The years are too unbalanced." Pang Qingyu said hoarsely, lowering her head to touch the doll's face with one hand and rubbing her uncomfortable eyes with the other.
You Xian looked at Pang Qingyu at a loss, and said a lot of sorry in his heart.
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