Chapter 49 Removal 3
Chapter 49 Removal 3
Cheng Xinyuan opened WeChat, called up Zhao Xunyue's name, originally wanted to type "how is your injury", but scrolled up, looked at their previous conversations, and found that every time Cheng Xinyuan took the initiative to find him, he always asked this sentence.Of course Cheng Xinyuan would not tell Zhao Xunyue that he was leaving, and apart from asking about the injuries, they had nothing to say between them.
Cheng Xinyuan suddenly lost the desire to type.He raised his head to look at the sky, wanting to recall carefully how he and Zhao Xunyue came to this point.Before he could figure it out, he heard someone calling him: "Captain Cheng?... What are you doing here?"
Cheng Xinyuan turned his head and found that it was Wei Chenping.
"It's okay, I'll blow the air."
Wei Chenping and Zhao Xunyue joined the team at the same time, but Cheng Xinyuan paid less attention to him. He was more peaceful and gloomy than Zhao Xunyue.
"...Oh, all right. I'm going back to the house."
Cheng Xinyuan remembered that Wei Chenping was Zhao Xunyue's roommate, so he stopped him and said, "Xiaowei, you know about Zhao Xunyue, right?"
"Ah."
When Cheng Xinyuan recalled just now, he would think of Zhao Xunyue's angry look, anxious look, and the way the two of them quarreled, but he couldn't imagine how they got along happily.Cheng Xinyuan didn't want to send any more information to Zhao Xunyue. He couldn't even control his future career and destiny, so he was really tired of getting involved with this stinky kid.
Arguing with the one he loves and speaking his heart to those he doesn't know well, Cheng Xinyuan decided to leave Zhao Xunyue a little more tenderness in the end.He said to Wei Chenping: "...When Zhao Xunyue comes back, the injury must not be fully healed, and it will be difficult for him to move. You should take care of him."
"No problem, Captain Cheng."
Wei Chenping respectfully called him "Captain Cheng" every time. Cheng Xinyuan remembered that Zhao Xunyue had never called him that.That man just didn't like to call him "Captain" and he didn't want to admit that Cheng Xinyuan was "brother".
It's a pity, I didn't call it before, and I won't have the opportunity to call it again in the future.
"Anything else?"
Cheng Xinyuan smiled at Wei Chenping and said, "...no more, go and rest."
"it is good."
After Wei Chenping left, Cheng Xinyuan originally wanted to wait at the gate of the compound to see if he could wait until Si Qianye came back from the police.However, he planned to leave very early tomorrow and didn't want to rest too late, so he didn't wait for Si Qianye in the end, went back to the house, took a shower, and went to bed.
At 05:30 the next morning, Cheng Xinyuan's alarm clock rang.He was about to leave Linchen County on the earliest regular bus, and the cafeteria was not even open. He ate a few mouthfuls of the bread he bought, carried his luggage by himself, and left the police station silently without telling Si Qianye, Cao Chong and other acquaintances in advance. hospital.
He took the first bus at the gate of the Border Squadron, arrived at the long-distance bus station, and before entering the station, he sent a sentence in the small group of three people, Si Qianye and Cao Chong:
"Brothers, I'm leaving, Border Squadron, I leave it to you."
It was too early, the two probably hadn't gotten up yet, and no one replied to him.Cheng Xinyuan pressed the phone off and got on the bus with the suitcase.
He came here six years ago with ideals, enthusiasm, and longing. When he left six years later, he experienced demotion punishment, the death of friends, and the disillusionment of love.Does every adult have to go on a rampage in a bloody society, be knocked down by fate, and return to the origin with exhaustion and discouragement?
I don’t know, maybe the world is built on ruthlessness, without it, there would be nothing in the world①.
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After Cheng Xinyuan returned to Zuocheng City, he temporarily suspended his duties.A few days later, the official punishment came down. There were four members of the Magou Township Action Group, Cheng Xinyuan was demoted and suspended for a week, and the other three had a salary cut and punishment.On the same day, Cheng Xinyuan received a WeChat message from Zhao Xunyue.
After dinner that day, Cheng Xinyuan was washing dishes in the kitchen, when Zhao Xunyue suddenly called.Cheng Xinyuan reckoned that this kid had returned to Linchen County from Magou Township. His hands were wet and it was inconvenient to pick it up, so he hung up directly.But Zhao Xunyue didn't give up and called again, Cheng Xinyuan hung up again, Zhao Xunyue called again, Cheng Xinyuan hung up again, Zhao Xunyue called again.In the end, Cheng Xinyuan couldn't hold him back, so he dried his hands and went back to his room, and sent him a WeChat message asking: What are you doing?
Cheng Xinyuan didn't want to answer his phone, didn't want to hear his voice, as if communicating by text, there was a distance between himself and Zhao Xunyue, so he didn't have to face each other.
Zhao Xunyue replied in seconds: answer the phone!
He called again immediately after sending, Cheng Xinyuan got annoyed, hung up and replied text: My parents and I are outside, you have something to text!
Cheng Xinyuan, a man in his late thirties, actually moved out of his parents to resist. I really don't know what he is afraid of Zhao Xunyue.
They finally stopped calling, and sent an aggressive questioning: Why did you get demoted and left without telling me? !I didn't know until I got back to the team!You don't say a word to me? ? ?
Cheng Xinyuan was really helpless, his first reaction was to ask Zhao Xunyue, who are you to me, why should I tell you?This is what Zhao Xunyue once asked in front of the bar where his friends were meeting, and now Cheng Xinyuan can answer it to him.They are not lovers, and now they are not even superiors and subordinates, why should Cheng Xinyuan tell him.
But Cheng Xinyuan would definitely not reply like this, Zhao Xunyue would only be angrier and more endless.He thought of a tactful answer and said: Except for Qianye and Cao Chong, no one else said about my departure, not just you.I felt uncomfortable and felt uncomfortable, so I didn't say anything.
This answer is very reasonable and reasonable, and there is almost nothing wrong with it.Sure enough, Zhao Xunyue was quiet for a while, and then posted again: Why did you get demoted so severely? ? ?
Only Si Qianye and Cao Chong knew that Cheng Xinyuan was solely responsible for it.The night before he left, he had dinner with Ma Quanquan and Cao Chong, and he obviously didn't want to tell Xiao Ma that Cao Chong might have guessed his intentions, so he didn't tell Zhao Xunyue.
Didn't say it was good, Cheng Xinyuan didn't want to make it seem like he had done a lot of sacrifices and good deeds, the accident in Magou Township was due to his unfavorable command, the reason of ruthless fate, any reason, Cheng Xinyuan suffered it and it was over , he didn't want others to be grateful to him, especially Zhao Xunyue.
Cheng Xinyuan replied: I am your captain and the person in charge of this operation. I am responsible for all the tasks of the border squadron. If such a big incident happened, of course it must be severely punished.
Zhao Xunyue replied immediately: The deputy captain asked me to talk, saying that it was because I exposed Brother Bu by talking to the twins.In this way, am I not the one who made a mistake in this mission? ? ? ! ! !
Cheng Xinyuan found that Zhao Xunyue's writing always contained strong punctuation marks, and he almost suspected that the person opposite was Cao Chong.From the side, Zhao Xunyue was really furious.But Cheng Xinyuan didn't want Zhao Xunyue to get nothing but righteous indignation from this incident.
This time Brother Bu died, the drug dealer ran away, and Zhao Xunyue was injured. Cheng Xinyuan hoped that Zhao Xunyue would learn the lesson of being honest and frank, never slack in the task, strictly observing discipline, and enforcing the law impartially. It makes more sense for the dealer to run away and not get himself hurt than to struggle with who is to blame.
Cheng Xinyuan replied: "The punishment has already come down, so don't argue with me."You made a mistake, so you should reflect on it, improve your ability, and be more cautious and serious in your actions in the future.
He sent half a ring, but the other party didn't reply.Perhaps Cheng Xinyuan's words were too righteous and awe-inspiring, blocking what Zhao Xunyue really wanted to say.Cheng Xinyuan saw that he didn't move, so he added a question: How is your injury?
Zhao Xunyue finally replied: I am slowly getting better.
Cheng Xinyuan wanted to say, "Then you will take good care of your injuries", but before sending it out, Zhao Xunyue replied: There will definitely be scars.
OK, scars are fine too.Cheng Xinyuan felt that in Zhao Xunyue's character, there was still a lot of childishness, and scars should be engraved on him as a mark for him to remember forever.The police are on the front line of the crime scene every day. Any impulsiveness, fluke, selfishness and naivety will cause irreparable losses.
Cheng Xinyuan had been the team leader for a long time, and wanted to educate him, but Zhao Xunyue sent another three words: I'm sorry.Cheng Xinyuan stopped typing when he saw this sentence.
He met Zhao Xunyue in the ward of Magou Township Hospital, and the last sentence that person said was "I'm sorry", and Cheng Xinyuan didn't reply at that time.At that time, he had a lot of grief, a lot of frustration, and a lot of humiliation.At this time, he was in Zuocheng City, completely left Linchen County, left Zhao Xunyue, and seeing these three words from a distance and a distance, Cheng Xinyuan felt relieved.
What Zhao Xunyue wanted was nothing more than a sentence of "it's okay", a sentence of "it's okay" said by Cheng Xinyuan, a sentence of forgiveness, a sentence of forgiveness, and a sentence of mercy.Cheng Xinyuan thought that the feelings he and Zhao Xunyue had when they met, worked together, confronted, rubbed, and ignorant were not stale disgust, true hatred, grand love, or pervasive heartbeat and joy.Cheng Xinyuan just sacrificed a little bit of long-lost throbbing and precious tenderness between little touches and careless jokes, in exchange for a hazy dream with no ending.If Zhao Xunyue wanted to say "it's okay" so much, wouldn't it be over if Cheng Xinyuan gave it?
I wish you enough understanding sooner rather than later to start over.
Cheng Xinyuan typed "It's okay" on the phone very solemnly, and after sending it, he pressed the phone to turn off the phone.
He met the one he liked, but fate did not make them fall in love.It will be indefinite, Zhao Xunyue.
The author has something to say:
①The words come from Dostoyevsky.
②Enter the second half of the story from tomorrow~
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