Cypress Boat Floating

Chapter 294 Reason 11

Skin addiction? It's impossible to have this disease! Lu Ci Qiu simply didn't want to let go of Ye Jianqing. Although Ye Jianqing felt a little awkward, seeing how aggrieved Lu Ci Qiu was now, she could only go along with him.

The two sat face to face, staring at each other quietly, waiting for the other to speak first. Finally, Lu Ci Qiu broke the silence: "Actually, you are very disappointed in me, right? Based on my understanding of you, I guess you are already thinking about how to leave me." His voice was filled with helplessness and bitterness. Although he looked calm on the surface, he was full of helplessness and bitterness in his heart.

Lu Ci Qiu didn't know how to face Ye Jianqing's distrust of him. He could understand Ye Jianqing's thoughts, but this distrust still made him feel heartbroken.

"Yes." Ye Jianqing answered firmly. This answer was like a sharp blade, adding another wound to Lu Ciqiu's already wounded heart.

Ye Jianqing continued, "I am shocked and sad that you made such a choice, but I am thinking and looking at this from Lin Ruoyun's perspective. I have been thinking about this these days, and I am also trying to think about the problem from your perspective. If I were faced with such a problem, and finally had a handle to cut off the Crown Prince's arm and increase the possibility for the King of Qin, maybe I would be more ruthless than you."

"But you haven't forgiven me." Lu Ci Qiu forced a smile and quickly put it down again.

"Because I am full of expectations for you, or rather, I am actually disappointed in myself." Ye Jianqing was silent for a moment and avoided Lu Ci Qiu's gaze. His eyes seemed full of expectations, making her dare not look at him any more, for fear of disappointing him.

“When I first met you, I pulled away because I felt that the relationship between you and I was nothing more than a relationship of protection and being protected, and all I had to do was protect you.

The second time I met you was in my first life of rebirth. I thought that with the memory of my last life, I could successfully avoid the original plot, leave the Dark Guard Camp, and leave you. The sky is high and the sea is vast, there is no place I can't go. Meeting you again was an accident, although later I felt that it was not an accident, but you came to find me on purpose.

Your deliberateness made me feel weird, so I paid special attention to you. I agreed to follow you and I wanted to see what you wanted to do.

But the more I understand you, the more I feel that you are just a child, a pure child who knows nothing. I am touched by your desire to protect your family, so I am willing to use all the knowledge I have learned to teach you, just to enable you to live well in this world.

We have been through a lot, and have seen a lot of good and bad things. We even went to the border to fight against foreign enemies. You have grown up very well. I always feel that you have slowly grown into what I think you should be under my planning. "

Ye Jianqing paused for a moment, as if she was thirsty, and poured herself a glass of water and drank it slowly. She sat at the table, tapping her fingers lightly on the table, and fell into deep thought.

She began to recall her experiences since she came to this world, as well as her interactions with Lu Ci Qiu. She suddenly realized that she had been trying to change Lu Ci Qiu, trying to make him a "good kid" that conforms to modern concepts. However, she overlooked an important fact - this era is not a modern society. Lu Ci Qiu's education and growth environment are completely different from modern times. The education he received since childhood is the education of this era. How can a person who grew up in conspiracy and intrigue always be true, kind and beautiful? His roots were actually buried from the beginning.

Thinking of this, Ye Jianqing couldn't help but smile bitterly. It turned out that the person who made the mistake was actually herself. It was her self-righteousness that led to many misunderstandings and conflicts between the two of them.