vstars Chapter 36 Chapter 36
Chapter 36 Chapter 36
Shen Lin is completely on vacation after the college entrance examination. Luo Xintong has not yet had a vacation. Luo Xintong returned to school and started his life again. The college entrance examination students are on vacation and will soon face summer vacation. The students in the first and second grades need extracurricular tutoring Luo Xintong and the others have to prepare for their own final exam every day. This exam is different from the first final exam. It is related to credits. Failing a subject means retaking the exam. Dare to take it lightly, while busy studying, but also spare time to pay attention to the work of SIA Education.
Shen Lin felt that life was very aggrieved. After the college entrance examination, except for the second day when his parents called each other and asked Shen Lin how he did in the exam and what major he wanted to fill in, Shen Lin only said that the results had not yet been released, and he would talk about it when the results came out. .After reporting the college entrance examination to my parents, I started to do nothing, waiting for Luo Xintong's call every day. When Shen Lin got impatient, he would check if there was any message on the phone, but there was nothing. Shen Lin couldn't help sending messages to Luo Xintong, usually There was no reply, or occasionally received a reply like "I'm busy", Shen Lin couldn't help calling Luo Xintong, sometimes Luo Xintong was very mocking, sometimes very quiet, but Often they dismissed themselves with just a few words. Shen Lin thought of the two people's love for each other a few days ago, and everything seemed to have changed after the college entrance examination. This made Shen Lin very angry, and even felt that Luo Xintong had ignored him. , several times moved to go to school to find him, but then thought that Luo Xintong hadn't had a vacation yet, and was busy preparing for summer vacation, so it would be too disturbing to go by himself.He only hoped that the days would pass quickly, that the results of the college entrance examination would be released immediately, that Luo Xintong would be on vacation, that he could help him with something, and that he would go to the same university as Luo Xintong.Thinking of being able to go to the same university as Luo Xin, Shen Lin began to look forward to the future again.
After waiting for almost two weeks, it happened to be the weekend, so that Shen Lin and Luo Xintong could check their grades on the Internet early the next morning. Luo Xintong didn't have a computer at home, so they stayed at Shen Lin's house the night before. Early Luo Xintong kept entering the admission ticket number, and finally saw the examinee Shen Lin: 706 points, perfect score in mathematics.Luo Xintong was sincerely happy for Shen Lin, and couldn't close his mouth smiling at the computer. Shen Lin looked at the scores displayed on the computer and Luo Xintong smiled, and said, "Your husband is amazing!" Luo Xintong blushed. Face began to check last year's Tsinghua University Architecture admission scores, Shen Lin silently snatched away the mouse, and silently turned off the computer.Said that he had decided to apply for the Department of Architecture of Qin University, no matter what Luo Xintong said, Shen Lin refused to agree to apply for Tsinghua University. "Do you want me to leave that much?" Shen Lin was forced to ask by Luo Xintong.
Luo Xintong stroked Shen Lin as if he could only comfort a child and said, "It's not like in the old days when you had to write a letter and it would take a month to deliver it. I promise to contact you every day. We can chat with you via video or QQ. During the winter and summer vacations, five days a week. You can come back during the National Day, if you don’t want to go home, I’ll go to Beijing to see you, anyway, I’ve never been to Beijing, maybe one day I want to travel and I’ll go to see you, okay?”
Shen Lin did not speak, but silently refused.
Luo Xintong started coaxing the child again: "We stick together every day like this, there are always times when we get bored, and people say that a little farewell is better than a newly married..." Luo Xintong has never said such nasty words, and feels that he can't go on. , his face was so hot that it seemed to be on fire...
"You just think I'm tired? So you want me to go?" Shen Lin seemed too incapable of grasping the key points, let alone seeing Luo Xintong's face as red as a crab, clearly showing a little bit of shyness after talking about love .
Luo Xintong was a little surprised by Shen Lin's understanding, and raised his head indifferently to look at Shen Lin. Seeing Luo Xintong's expression, Shen Lin mistakenly thought that he was really tired, and began to be aggressive: "No wonder you loved me after I finished the exam. Ignore it, you don’t bother to reply to ten text messages, and you never call me, every time I call you, you send me away in a few words.”
Luo Xintong never thought that his words would be misinterpreted by Shen Lin in this way. He was indeed too busy during this time. Luo Xintong always felt that Shen Lin understood him best, so he explained hesitantly: "I...I No... I've been busy with Singapore Airlines and the end of the term recently. In the few days of your college entrance examination, in order to let you do well in the exam, I have been with you all the time. I don't want you to make a regretful choice because you made it. You can obviously choose Even better, Zhang Ziqi chose Southeast University..."
Shen Lin mocked as if talking to himself: "You don't? You don't have anything? You didn't answer my phone? Should I thank you for your mercy and your responsive attitude during the days of the college entrance examination? I Damn I really regret that I didn't kill you on the bed. You won't let me go when you die. You are mine when you die. No wonder you pretended to be like that. You wanted me to go far. If you are far away, you will never see me again, Zhang Ziqi, right? Doesn’t she like you? Do you really regret not following her to Southeast University at that time?”
After finishing speaking, Shen Lin pushed Luo Xintong down on the bed like a beast, and pulled Luo Xintong's shirt off...
The afterglow of the setting sun fell on Luo Xintong's black and shiny hair, and the two of them's mobile phones rang countless times, but no one cared.Luo Xintong whimpered and cried at the beginning until his body turned into a puddle of water. He didn't know when he lost consciousness and fell into a coma...
Shen Lin was finally exhausted, found that it was getting dark, and saw Luo Xintong's body was full of scars from biting and tearing, and seeing blood stains everywhere on the crumpled bed sheet, he suddenly panicked , he touched the wound on Luo Xintong's back, and found that his body was icy to the bone. Then he realized what he had done. He quickly untied the restraints on Luo Xintong's body, hugged him up, and Shen Lin messed up. Calling Luo Xintong's name, but there was no response, Shen Lin cried in embarrassment, crying like a dog who lost its owner, and slapped himself in the face, Luo Xintong, I love you so much...but I can't fucking What did you do!Why should I do this to you!Shen Lin randomly rummaged through the medicine box at home, found a few boxes of anti-inflammatory drugs and antipyretics, took the thermometer, touched his forehead, it was scalding hot, Luo Xintong couldn't swallow the medicine anymore, Shen Lin cried and told Luo Xintong Feed it into his mouth with his mouth, and tasted the salty and bitter taste in Luo Xintong's mouth, Shen Lin felt that he had never taken such a bitter medicine in his life.
It was completely dark, Shen Lin hugged the unconscious Luo Xintong, completely panicked, he was not afraid of death, he was not afraid of going to prison, but he was afraid that Luo Xintong would hate him, he was afraid that Luo Xintong would die, Shen Lin hurriedly went to the kitchen to steam He took an egg and fed it to Luo Xintong mouthful by mouthful. Shen Lin didn't know what else he could do, so he just hugged him like that, and kept saying, I listen to you, I listen to you in everything, I was wrong, please wake up, I was wrong, I will listen to you.
When the next day was slightly bright, Shen Lin felt Luo Xintong's fingers in his arms moved. Luo Xintong was awakened by the words in Shen Lin's mouth. Luo Xintong snuggled into Shen Lin's arms. This person's arms are very reassuring and warm, but at this moment... it's all creepy. It turns out that same-sex love is so frightening and physically and mentally painful. For the first time, Luo Xintong felt hatred for Shen Lin, and wanted to break free from him. He hugged his body but couldn't move, wanted to speak but his throat couldn't make a sound... Shen Lin felt that Luo Xintong was writing something on his arm, so he gently moved Luo Xintong's fingers to his palm. With the same heart, Shen Lin wrote stroke by stroke in Shen Lin's palm - "I hate you", as if afraid that Shen Lin would not know what he was writing, so he wrote it three times in a row in the palm of his hand, as if he had exhausted all his strength, then Go to sleep.
Shen Lin didn't dare to sleep. He wanted to wait for Luo Xintong to wake up. Seeing Luo Xintong frowning, he went to feed him water. Shen Lin felt that Luo Xintong's mouth was full of bitterness, and Luo Xintong drank it. After finishing the water, he fell asleep again.Shen Lin seemed to be tired too, and fell asleep with Luo Xintong in his arms. Shen Lin had a dream. He dreamed that Luo Xintong was standing on the podium during the winter vacation. It won't disappear out of thin air..." Then Luo Xintong's eyes shed blood-red tears in the next second... Shen Lin woke up with a start, and found that Luo Xintong had disappeared, he didn't know when Luo Xintong left, he didn't know He knew how Luo Xintong left, but he knew that he had lost Luo Xintong.
Luo Xintong was awakened by the tingling pain and discomfort all over his body, but the severe pain on his body was far less than the wound on Luo Xintong's heart.
Luo Xintong quietly looked at Shen Lin who was lying on the side sleeping peacefully like a child. He had such a beautiful face, thick eyebrows, deep eye sockets, a high nose, and thin lips, sleeping deeply. His profile is more resolute... No matter how resolute the profile is, his face will eventually be blurred by the desolate wind and sand, but he just can't bear to forget this face. He wants to remember the face that is as quiet as a child at this moment, so that he can Forget about the pain this person has caused you.He fixedly looked at this face that he had seen countless times, and engraved him in his heart...
He smiled as if saying goodbye and gently stroked Shen Lin's short hair. The thick, inch-shaped head was like a hedgehog covered in thorns, which seemed a little thorny.Luo Xintong felt pain from being pierced, and finally withdrew her hand...