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Chapter 53

Lu Anze's 12th Consultation

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Merry: Has your life changed in any way recently?

Lu (laughs): ...Lai Chuan stopped helping me take a bath. We went to the amusement park on New Year's Day, and he stopped the next day... People like them usually come and go, doing whatever they want used to it.

Merry: How's your sleep the last two weeks?

Lu: I had the first dream.still wake up.

Merry: The frequency has increased.What kind of dream?

Lu: Same.

Merry: Still dreaming about the door.No one and no other imagery?

Lu: Yes.

Merry: Think about it, has anything else happened recently, or met someone special?

Lu: There are a lot of things and people at work.nothing special.

Merry: ...what do you think when you wake up at night?

Lu: I don't think much about it, I just find something to do.Do laundry, read books and mop the floor.

Merry: Nothing?

Lu Anze (laughs): ...Sitting by the window smoking at night, sometimes I think about jumping out of the window.But just think about it.

Merry: Which floor do you live on?

Lu: The 12th floor...

Meili: We have done 12 consultations, and I found that no matter what you say, you are very calm. I am curious, how do you usually deal with your negative emotions?

Lu Anze: ...Practice your breathing...

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Although I have introduced the whole process of getting acquainted with Lai Chuan and my relevant professional experience to Meili with a lot of thought.But he didn't really want to mention the wonderful past of "party" in the hotel room before, so Lu Anze naturally hid from the therapist the matter of meeting the party client Mr. Wu on New Year's Day.

Mei Li knew that this visitor had many hidden thoughts that she would not reveal to her for the time being, so she was not in a hurry, she just provided a kind of assistance, just like smoking can help the visitor adjust his breathing rhythm, all she can do is Help the other party to adjust their own cognitive direction.

Merry: There are many reasons that prevented you from taking that step, and I want to hear about them.

Lu:......My grandma is 70 years old. She lost her husband and son early in the morning. If I died, she would be blinded by crying.

Meili: Your grandma cares about you very much, and there is a strong connection with you that cannot be severed.And your sister, your little niece.

Lu: Yes.My sister is not in good health.

Meili: And Lai Chuan...

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At the end of January, Lu Anze and Lai Chuan went to Japan to visit an old craftsman who is very good at cooking rice, intending to improve the quality of rice in the restaurant.Afterwards, I went to Shanghai for the 13th session of psychotherapy, and when I returned to City C, the Lunar New Year would be celebrated soon.

After watching the video of myself, I have always been a little afraid to meet my family members, so Boss Lu asked his secretary to arrange three women to travel to Australia for half a month as soon as Pingping was on winter vacation. Hide away from the smog and severe cold, and then practice oral English for Pingping.

Now that girl is constantly talking English sentences to him on the phone, making him consider whether he should enroll in an English training class, so as to regain some face as an uncle.

It's a pity that he really can't spare time, he is too busy, and by the beginning of February, the number of fast food restaurants has opened to 80, spreading out at a rate of 15 per month, and the various delivery, service and other problems that follow keep him busy every day He didn't even bother to return Lai Chuan's phone calls.It made him often go home at night to be punished.

This night, Boss Lu was punished again. He sat on the bed and looked at the large red mess on his chest, and said to the limp and paralyzed person lying next to him: "Can you stop gnawing on me next time, I will go to the bathing place for dinner with someone As soon as I take off my clothes, people think there is a beast in my house."

Lai Chuan: "I just want to imprint you so that others won't worry about it."

"..." I didn't want to argue with this person, so I went to the bathroom to take a shower and come back to rest.Lai Chuan lazily hugged him from behind, with his chest pressed against his back, the heartbeat transmitted was strong and steady, and the heartbeats of the two gradually merged.

Lai Chuan said: "Arrange things and go back to Beijing with me in two days to celebrate the New Year."

Lu Anze knew that he already had a dangerous dependence on Lai Chuan, especially now that Lai Chuan cooks him breakfast in different ways every morning, and his appetite has also found a sense of belonging in Lai Chuan.Why don't you go to his house for the New Year?Like a little daughter-in-law?

"Forget it, I don't want to see my own family."

"The old man is only at home in my house, you can play chess with him."

"I can't play chess." Boss Lu can't play any chess.

Lai Chuan admired his roommate more and more: "What do you think you can do?"

Lu Anze thought for a while, and realized that he really doesn't know anything.He is a child in the mountains with no father and no mother. The only talent he has learned since he was a child is growing vegetables. Helping him dig holes, plant seeds, water, and catch insects is considered a superb skill, but this talent is not easy to give in the city. people show.

He originally wanted to say: I can eat.Thinking about the frequent strikes in my stomach, Ren Fan might not agree with him.He is a piece of trash who can't even pass the basic human survival ability of eating and sleeping.How is he so good.

"Stop chatting, go to bed!" Boss Lu wrapped up the quilt, curled up and gave Lai Chuan an instruction to end the meeting.

Sleeping until the second half of the night, Lai Chuan was awakened by the dream of the person next to his pillow. He felt the body curled up next to him twitch irregularly. He reached out and hugged his waist from behind, trying to comfort his lover who was disturbed by the nightmare. He leaned closer and heard Lu Anze's breathing was very rapid, and he woke up with a muffled cry after a few minutes.

"Did you dream again?" Lai Chuan asked softly, stroking his stomach tenderly.

After Lu woke up, as usual, he had a headache first, and then tried to find his current location from the fog.That door really stuck with him.

Without saying a word, he pushed Lai Chuan's hand away, slowly got up and sat on the edge of the bed for a while, put on his nightgown and closed the door to go out.

Lai Chuan lay on the bed, waiting for himself to fall asleep again.But the moon was too bright that night, filling the room with a cool white light that disturbed him, and he still didn't feel sleepy after waiting for a long time.So he got up and went to the living room to talk to his roommate.

Seeing that Lu Anze was writing on the dining table very seriously, he smiled and walked over to look, but saw the first two words on the paper: will.

"Why are you writing this?" Lai Chuan suddenly called out, and asked Lu Anze to write "捺" a bit longer.He raised his face and smiled at Lai Chuan, lowered his head and continued writing.

Lai Chuan pulled out the chair and sat opposite him, looked at the ashtray on the window sill filled with half a cigarette butt, and asked his roommate again: "Why are you writing this?"

After finishing a sentence, Lu Anze put down his pen and said to him, "I drive fast, and I've been running around recently, just in case." He has a very smiling face and a pair of very indifferent eyes. People are elusive.

Lai Chuan looked at the face of the opposite person with a sparse and normal expression, thinking that when he almost strangled him before, he had a similar expression on his face.What is this man thinking?

"How old are you? No one can write this at a normal age of 25." Lai Chuan said as he stretched out his hand to read the piece of paper.

Lu Anze leaned back on the chair and looked at Lai Chuan, and asked him with a smile, "Is there any typos?"

There are 7 articles written in the will, all of which are distribution of property.Lu said again: "There is nothing left for you, and you don't need anything anyway."

After reading it, Lai Chuan tore the paper into a dozen pieces, piled it on the table and said, "You are too young to write this stuff. It is unlucky. Don't write in the future. What do you think? Haven't you been living well recently?"

Lu Xiaoxiao said: "It's pretty good, especially the breakfast is good. It's a pity that you can't open a breakfast shop now."

Lai Chuan said, "You've been waking up quite a lot at night recently, do you want to try another consultant?"

"No, Teacher Mei is very nice...I'm really afraid of accidents and want to arrange property in advance. What's this called? Risk management. Don't think about it."

"Is there anything you can arrange for that little thing, there's no need for it!" Lai Chuan was unhappy, not because he didn't leave anything for him.

"It's nothing. If there is a restaurant for my sister, you can help me sell the chain brand and pay off the debt. The remaining half will be given to my grandma, and the other half will be given to Pingping. All my clothes and everything will be burned."

"I can't help you with this." Lai Chuan couldn't hear this, and returned him with both arms.

Boss Lu looked at the pissed-off little daughter-in-law opposite, and found it funny; "I told you everything just in case. Why are you getting emotional?"

"Go to Beijing with me the day after tomorrow." Lai Chuan gave the order.

"I can't go." Boss Lu refused him with a smile.

"Okay, then I will stay here and we will spend the Spring Festival together."

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