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Chapter 47

Lai Chuan sent Sister Lu home. When she came back, she changed her shoes and looked at her watch. It was 01:30 in the morning.Ever since I was with Boss Lu, my sleep has become more and more chaotic.

His roommate was curled up on the edge of the bed, and when he came back, he asked, "Have you issued the card number yet?"

"Let me go around." 5 yuan is enough for him to buy a pair of shoes.

"Mr. Lai likes doing charity so much?"

Boss Lu sat up, pulled out a laptop from under the bed, opened it, connected to the Internet, and sent money to his sister.I dare not refuse to give money when I encounter violent female robbers.

After Boss Lu transferred the account, he turned to look at Lai Chuan. The man was lying on the bed and had fallen asleep soundlessly. He was lying on his back at this moment, with one hand touching his chest and the other reaching his side. The fingers touching him were slightly bent.It must have been a very tiring day.

He shook out the blanket to cover Lai Chuan's stomach, and then curled up beside the bed and fell asleep in a daze.

The next morning, Lai Chuan woke up, felt no one was around, opened his eyes, sat up, and saw Lu Anze drying clothes on the balcony

—— Bending down to pick up a piece of clothing, shaking it, propping it up with a hanger, tidying it up, taking the clothes fork next to it, picking it up on the clothes rail and hanging it up.It seems that he enjoys such a simple labor very much.

Looking at the thin and lonely silhouette of his roommate through the glass window, Lai Chuan thought, forget it, let this person do my laundry for the rest of my life.

If others shake his clothes, his heart won't shake with him.Only when Boss Lu helped him dry his clothes, would he feel this warm and sweet feeling.

Is it hopeless?

After drying the clothes, Lu Anze came in and saw Lai Chuan woke up, smiled at him, and went to the closet to find clothes to wear.

Lai Chuan asked, "What do you want for breakfast?"

"I have biscuits in my office." He asked his secretary to buy a few packs of soda biscuits and store them in the cabinet.

"That won't work." Lai Chuan got up, stretched his arms and twisted his waist to activate his whole body, and said, "I'll bake egg pancakes to supplement your nutrition."

Lu Anze felt that he should not change his clothes yet, and followed to the kitchen to clean the battlefield.

After packing up the fled flour, I went to the dining table and waited for the Lai's potstickers, which I hadn't masked for a long time. I don't know what the pancakes will look like this time.

At this time, when he saw the three portraits of Pingping when he was a child on the window sill, he suddenly felt that those big innocent eyes seemed to be looking at him, which made him panic, so he put all the portraits in the drawer of the bedside table.

After a while, a burnt smell wafted from the kitchen, and Lai Chuanshang Panzi said, "It's a bit dark, there's no flour, or I'll make another one for you."

Lu Anze came over and looked down at the pancakes on the table, pointed to the black spots on it and asked, "What is this?"

"It's green onions, with round leaves." He wasn't sure what it was.As he spoke, he went to the kitchen and poured two cups of fruit juice, warmed it up and brought it out. The two of them sat down and ate breakfast together.

Breakfast is juice and pancakes.

Lu Anze tore a piece of cake and tasted it, the taste...is not the worst for Lai Chuan's craftsmanship.can eat.

Lai Chuan took a bite by himself, feeling a little hurt: "Or I'd better go down and buy breakfast."

"I can eat this." Boss Lu is not picky. "You can buy it yourself."

"Do something."

"Softer than a biscuit."

"Isn't it unpalatable?"

"It's delicious." Lu Anze said that he had already eaten half of it.

Lai Chuan also tore up some of his own sins, and slowly swallowed the juice.

Seeing that the blue color on Boss Lu's face was getting lighter, he made a suggestion: "Or else, I'll beat you as a beanbag for a while after dinner."

Lu Anze thought this was funny, raised his head and asked him, "Boss Lai is itchy today?"

"You know what I mean." President Lai wanted to avenge his roommate.He shouldn't have beaten someone so hard the day before yesterday. He felt uncomfortable seeing his roommate's sadness and wanted to punish himself.

"It was my fault first." Lu felt that he was sorry for Lai Chuan, and how Lai Chuan could tolerate him was also a mystery.

"Do you know that you are wrong? Why don't you think of me when you encounter problems! Tell me that everything is solved? What do you think!" Although he didn't want to dwell on this problem, it always bothered him.He used to think that he knew the other person very well, but this confidence has been uprooted by what happened in the past two days.

Lu Anze continued to eat breakfast without saying a word, he remembered answering this question himself at night, Lai Chuan's memory should not be so bad.

Lai Chuan tried his best to ignore the dynamic images in his mind that started to turn pages again, looked at the calm face opposite, and asked, "Why are you so indifferent."

"Otherwise, are you going to die?" Lu took a sip of the fruit juice and said, "Boss Lai's cake is so delicious, I won't be able to eat it if I die."

Lai Chuan felt that he was full, and he should be full of gas.He wiped his hands with a tissue and turned to look out the window. The foggy sky was very similar to his mood at the moment, and he didn't like this unclear feeling.

Who is this person in front of him?In the past, he felt that Lu Anze was as principled as he was; now he felt that he was the same as Lu Anze, and even lost the bottom line.It's just that the other party dropped it with ease, and he fell dizzy.

"Let's not take this as an example!" Lai Chuan sighed, otherwise what else?He had already said once to break up, but in the end he came back by himself, with a mind full of demons.

After saying the advice, I sent a text message to Su Mei: I need to see a psychiatrist today.

After sending the text message, he continued to look out of the window, and saw a mosquito lying on the nearby screen window, stiffened by the wind from the air conditioner.

"Second son," he whispered to his roommate, pointed at the mosquito with his eyes and said, "There is a mosquito here, come quickly."

The mosquitoes in the house were all shot by his roommate.

"Where's your hand?" Every time this person sees a mosquito, his first reaction is not to hit the mosquito, but to call him.

Even though he asked this question, Lu Anze took out a tissue and stood up, leaned over and pinched the mosquito into the tissue, threw it into the trash can, washed his hands, came back and sat down, saying, "Are you afraid of mosquitoes?"

"I'm not afraid of mosquitoes, I'm sick of blood." Lai Chuan thought that a mosquito full of blood was the most disgusting creature in the world.After finishing speaking, he saw that the other person laughed at him a little, and asked: "How can you not be afraid of anything? What animal are you afraid of?" Everyone is afraid of something, and he has to win the round.

The other person replied honestly, "I'm afraid of geese."

"What e?" Lai Chuan couldn't imagine that the pronunciation of e could be associated with something terrible.

Lu Anze shook his head and said, "The big white goose is the scariest."

He was chased by geese when he was a child, and his grandma just laughed while watching, but it was Lu An who came up to beat the geese away.Now that I think about it, it looks like a long-necked dinosaur was following him and chasing him.

After eating two more mouthfuls of pancakes, he looked at Lai Chuan and said, "It stands to reason that birds shouldn't run so fast." He wanted to have a serious discussion with others, but Lai had already rolled over on the chair laughing, and it took him a long time to lean over pull back his head.

"You're afraid of geese and you still have the nerve to laugh at me."

"When did I laugh at you?"

"Didn't you laugh just now? When I said I was dizzy."

"Not smiling. His face hurts." He did not smile.

After the two had breakfast, Boss Lu changed his clothes and went out to work.Lai Chuan put on an apron to wash dishes and mop the floor at home.

Meili, the therapist I contacted before, has been teaching classes in Wuhan for the past two days.Su Mei made an appointment with her to consult Lai Chuan in Wuhan at 05:30 in the afternoon.

The consultation was arranged in the studio of one of Meri's disciples.

When Meili saw Lai Chuan and shook hands with him, he felt that his hands were soft and warm, and his eyes were full of love for life, thinking that this should be a stressful short-term client.

Excerpts from Lai Chuan’s first consultation:

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Lai Chuan: Do you have hypnotism, can delete some people's memory?

Merry: Do you have a memory you want to delete?

Lai Chuan: Yes.

Merry: Can you tell me?

Lai Chuan:. . . . . . (Avoids) Why are some things quickly forgotten, but some things are never forgotten?

Merry: For example, what kind of things?

Lai Chuan: For example, I may not remember what I ate yesterday.Someone I met years ago. . .I've seen the movie but I can't forget it.

Merry: There are certain people or films that you want to forget.

Lai Chuan: People don't want to forget now.

Merry: All right.Can you talk about this person?

. . . . . . .

The visitor is silent.

Wait.

The visitor (Lai Chuan) spoke after 10 minutes: "I knew him a long time ago... for almost nine years, and I only met him four times at that time, and then we were separated...

After three years of separation, I saw his photo on a sharing app made by a friend. . .It was secretly photographed by the publisher in a restaurant. . . .A far away, full-body profile shot.Wearing light-colored clothes, the face cannot be seen clearly, it is very blurry.But I know it's him.He is different from others. . .

The location marked in the picture is a central city.I went to that city and made a hotel. . .I work in hotels.He does catering. "

Meri: "What did you think when you built the hotel?"

Lai Chuan: "I thought at the time that the city was okay and could accommodate the size of the hotel... I often go there, maybe I can meet him."

Meili: Yes.

Lai Chuan: "Yeah"

Merry: "What's the matter now?"

Lai Chuan: "Couples."

Merry: "Tell me about something that happened recently. About the movie?"

Lai Chuan: "...now I regret it very much..."

Merry: "Regret?"

"Hmm." The visitor was silent.tears.

I didn't talk about what I regret until the end of the consultation.

Regret, often accompanied by feelings of guilt, is a destructive psychological experience.

The author has something to say: one comes first.

What does Lai Chuan regret?We don't know, and we dare not ask~

Lai Chuan, you are a straight steel man with almost zero empathy. If you were caught on video, would you tell your lover?Boss Lu is most afraid that his family and you know the existence of the video, how can they tell you, keep asking, is it annoying.