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Chapter 38

Lu Anze had a dream that night.

He dreamed that he was standing outside a gate, which was closed.After lingering in the dream for an unknown amount of time, the door suddenly opened a crack.He woke up with a deep cry, felt out of breath, sat on the bed and tried to breathe for a while, figured out where he was, who was lying next to him, rubbed his brows, and looked at his phone at 2:25, is it so early? ?

Get up and gently close the door, go to the bathroom to take a shower, then sit by the window and smoke.

It was midsummer at this time, the air conditioner was turned on in the house, and the warm heating was lingering around me after the windows were half opened.

After smoking two cigarettes, I opened the pile of customer guestbooks on the table, but I couldn't read them anymore, and I couldn't read the books either.

I simply lit a cigarette and continued to smoke, feeling a little dazed.

He bent his right leg and stepped on the edge of the chair, hugged his ankle with his left hand and leaned back loosely on the back of the chair, holding a cigarette in his right hand, and stretched his hand out of the window after taking a puff, with his arm resting on the window sill.It took a long time to spit out the smoke.

Lai Chuan also woke up after a while, and felt that there was no one beside him.When I opened the door, I saw Boss Lu was sitting by the window, so I walked over, pulled out a chair and sat beside him, leaning on the table with my arms folded, pillowing my forearm, with a sleepy-eyed look. He tilted his head and looked at his roommate—at this time, the moonlight at night coated this man with a layer of cold white, making him look extraordinarily fragile.

Lu Anze turned his face to the window and shushed his cigarette, then turned to him and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Did you yell just now?" Lai Chuan seemed to be awakened by someone's yelling.

"The two of us will sleep separately from now on," he said, taking another breath.

"Did you have a nightmare?" Lai Chuan asked again.

Lu Anze felt depressed when he thought of his dream.After smoking a cigarette, he put it out in the ashtray, and went to the table to get it again.

Lai Chuan reached out to cover the cigarette pack and pushed it away, saying, "Isn't there a limit of two cigarettes a day?" He set it.Looked at several cigarette butts in the ashtray.

"Anyway, it's too much, the last one."

"No... Tell me, what dream did you have, and I will explain it to you."

Lu Anze looked at him, took a deep breath and sighed, he felt it was difficult to breathe again, put his right foot down and put on his slippers, supported the chair with both hands, bowed his head and did not speak. . .

After a long time, he said slowly, "Me too, I can't help it." The voice was so low that it was almost inaudible.It seemed to be talking to Lai Chuan, more like talking to himself, as if he had made a mistake and was trying to excuse himself and try to forgive himself.

Lai Chuan sat up and looked at him, and after a while he said in a deep voice, "I know."

The two were silent for a long time.

Lu rubbed his face with both hands, rearranged his emotions, raised his head and said to Lai Chuan, "Go to sleep."

Lai Chuan moved the chair closer to him, stretched out his hand to smooth back the few strands of hair on his forehead, then gently rubbed his neck and lowered his head and said to him: "You can tell me in the future, I have a way."

Lu Anze smiled self-deprecatingly, nodded: "Go to bed, I'll wait."

Lai Chuan got up and pressed his shoulders, confiscated the cigarettes and lighters on the table and took them back to the room, went to bed by himself, and fell asleep again after five o'clock in the morning.

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Lai Chuan wakes up at seven o'clock in the morning as usual, his body clock is adjusted steadily.When I went out, I saw my roommate rubbing clothes in the toilet.Sitting on a pony with long legs bent, head lowered, rubbing clothes to get the feeling of taking the college entrance examination.

Lai Chuan stretched his waist and put a glass of water from the bucket to drink. The mineral water brought from Europe was cool and quenched his thirst.He sat on the edge of the sofa, leaned on the armrest, leaned out half of his body and looked at the one who was washing clothes.

Ask him: "Do you know that there is a washing machine at home?" He is a little suspicious now that the people in the mountains don't know what the machine on the bedroom balcony is for.

"Yes." Boss Lu replied.

"Then your hands are itchy, right?" Mr. Lai spoke in a style approaching his roommate.

"Do you have an itchy face?" Worried about waking up early in the morning?

"Itchy face, are you coming to kiss me?" The good roommate hasn't kissed him before.

"I kiss you, can you disappear?" Lu Anze washed a piece of clothing and wrung it out and put it in the basin next to him. If this person could disappear, he would consider it.

"Yesterday you asked me how long the two of us could last, and now you let me disappear. What do you think?" Ask seriously.

"I'm mentally ill, don't you know?" He said seriously.Didn't you tell him to see a psychiatrist before?

"Yes, you can't sleep well, I'll arrange a psychiatrist for you to talk to, okay?" When you get the chance, you still have to lobby: "I have a friend who also suffered from insomnia before, and then talked to the doctor. You can also to chat?"

"Do you think I'm so busy every day, do I have time to chat with people?" Continue to rub the clothes.

Lai Chuan sighed, he thought why this person made him worry so much: "You are cowardly, if you don't solve your problems, what's the good of keeping it?"

"Don't bother me." He knew that he was cowardly and he didn't want to solve his own problems.

After Lu Anze washed the clothes of the two of them, he asked Lai Chuan to dry them at home, and he was going to his sister's house for breakfast.

Lai Chuan is a persistent person. He followed to the door with a basin of clothes and said, "How about it, are you going? There is a psychologist in Shanghai who heard that it is possible."

"I'll think it over."

"Hey." Lai Chuan knew that thinking meant that this guy was too lazy to argue with him anymore.

Mr. Lu went to the company headquarters for a morning meeting after breakfast, and then came back to catch up on sleep.

Lai Chuan dried his clothes, went to the hotel to have breakfast, and then went upstairs to play golf.Since he became fond of golf, he built small golf courses on the roofs of more than 50 Chuancheng hotels for his own practice.This is silly, after practice, I guess Boss Lu should come back to catch up on sleep, and then go home and make out with his roommate for a while.

In the afternoon, Boss Lu took the driver, material director, and secretary on a business trip to inspect the chair factory.

His roommate was not at home, so Lai Chuan went back to his hotel room No. 2209 to live.Go back to the routine life of putting out your clothes and opening your mouth when you eat, and despise everyone.Apart from reading newspapers, playing football and reading reports every day, I just miss my roommates.

It would be nice if the roommate could take him with him on a business trip.

The author has something to say: A door is a nightmare.

Afterwards, this dream and panic attack accompanied the male protagonist for a long time.

This is a dream that the therapist took more than half a year to understand.