Chapter 1
Chapter 1
"Thinking About Fear: Roommate" Author: Dongfang Yi
Everyone has lived in the dormitory for a few years.
I was fortunate enough to live in a dormitory for ten years.
Three years in high school, four years in college, and three years in graduate school.
Eight people sleep, six people sleep, four people sleep, I have lived in it.
I don't know if anyone has the same question as me:
Do I really know my roommate?
CP: Dongfang Ling X him
The attack is exactly as its name suggests.
This little story starts from the confession to the end.
PS:
This is a daily trend, which is to talk about how two people fell in love, and their emotional accumulation in two to five years will be gradually revealed.
It is estimated that many people quit directly because they saw the No.1 title.
Please be patient, really.
Many people halo No.1 said, I know.Sorry for using the No.1 name a lot.
What I want to say is that this article is not written in the No. 1 way in the traditional sense. It is not for readers to substitute for the characters, but for the characters to talk to you.
A large number of characters tell their own stories, tell their stories, and tell their feelings. There is no need to have a sense of substitution, and they can't be brought in at all, and it won't affect the reading.You don't need to understand them, just look at the logic behind their actions.
I just use No.1 for a better presentation of the story.
If you readers feel like you are playing a jigsaw puzzle after reading this article, my goal has been achieved.
I hope my article can make you happy.
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1. Arrangements of fate
My name is Dongfang Ling, and I want to tell a story about me and my roommate.
Everyone knows the word psychopath.
The biggest feature of this group is the lack of empathy, the inability to notice the nuances of emotion in speech, and the insensitivity to words involving emotions. They are usually people with high IQs.
I personally speculate that one of the reasons why they are usually highly intelligent is that they will think spontaneously and pursue logical rationality when dealing with others in order to survive, so they are definitely the group of people who study hard, and high intelligence is the final result.
After popularizing these, I'm going to start telling my story.
The roommate I have lived with for over five years is a psychopath.
how do i knowListen to me tell you slowly.
I am a very curious person, I often watch some scary things, and I have an instinctive curiosity about psychology, especially criminal psychology.
My alma mater, XX Normal University, is really conscientious in purchasing literature. The literature database is very comprehensive, and it spends a lot of money in this area every year, and this database is open to all teachers and students in the school.Although I am a graduate student in the School of Chemistry, I have complete access to psychological literature.
It must be mentioned that the psychology research of XX Normal University is really good. The literature library I bought is super practical and really comprehensive, which completely satisfies my curiosity-seeking psychology.
My roommates all know about my curiosity.
The other two roommates are from the local area. They went home after working overtime in the laboratory this Saturday morning, and we were the only ones left in the dormitory.
I come from a single-parent family. When I was young, I had a severe cold war before my parents divorced.Let's just put it this way, our family has always been a one-way dialogue between me and my father, and me and my mother.
I hate it, a particularly quiet environment.
So, I started talking out of words.
"Brother, do you know the word psychosis?" I asked him.
Don't ask me why I'm so stupid, I didn't think so when I said that.
"what?"
"There are people who completely lack empathy and remorse." I began to popularize science, "You know, they are usually very intelligent and violent. If there are conditions and there is a high probability that they will not be arrested after committing a crime." If you stop, they will definitely commit crimes."
"Oh." He should be interested, then turned around and asked me: "Is there a way to identify this group of people?"
I was facing the computer with my back to him, so I didn't see his expression.
"Yes. Now there is a test paper, and those who meet the standard of 13 or more must be."
I made this up.
I opened a website, downloaded a form, typed it out, turned around and handed it to him.
(I like reading papers on cardboard, so I bought a printer and put it in the dormitory, the dormitory of graduate students, no one talked about it)
I smiled and asked him: "Would you like to take a look and see if you are a pervert?"
If I had looked in the mirror at that time, I should have realized how fucking mean I was.
It's really unstoppable for a person to commit suicide.
"is it necessary?"
"Do it, handsome guy, I actually sometimes find that you are quite BT, can you let me rest assured?"
The aggressive method worked.
Let me first talk about what this test is. This test is to measure whether a person prefers cool colors or warm colors.
Some psychological test questionnaires are actually quite meaningless when you think about it carefully.It's not that it's useless, it's just that the use makes people feel very inexplicable, such as this watch.
It is true that the color of the paint in the room will affect a person subtly, and this theory is the major premise of this watch.
The person who proposed this table said that he found that many people don't really know what color they like, or they are not sensitive to color, and they don't have a specific favorite color.This table can infer what color system a person subconsciously likes, and this result can provide a reference for the color selection of house decoration.
Thinking about it carefully, this questionnaire does not seem so useless.
In short, I saw this watch when I was curious, and gave it to him casually...
I really just wanted to make a joke.
But he didn't know.
This watch baffled this well-known top student in the chemistry department.
As I said just now, people in special groups like psychopath are not sensitive to words involving emotional color.
I saw him sweating, and I started to feel a chill down my spine.
Although the probability of one in ten thousand is small, it is not impossible to hit it......
It took him an hour to answer 30 questions.
"I'm not very familiar with some words, and it took a little too much time." He explained himself.
There is really no silver 300 taels here.
This is an all-English test paper, yes, but for a person who has an IELTS score of 7.0 or reads English literature all the year round, how difficult can it be?
I don't know whether to cry or laugh.
"You call up the answer, let's match it together and see how many points I got."
"Okay." I turned back to download the answer.
Of course it's not the answer to this question. After he sees it, he will strangle me to death.
I randomly found one that didn't make sense.
I really saved a lot of this...
He naturally pulled the stool in front of me, sat next to me, and then put his arms on my shoulders naturally.
Our relationship is usually very good, and this kind of intimacy is very common, but today the taste has changed a bit.
The two of us looked at the screen together, and my goosebumps did not go down to the answer section.
In the end, he scored 12.
I could clearly feel that he let out a sigh of relief, and a stone in my heart fell to the ground.
"Why are you so nervous?" He asked me, frowning.
"No, you think too much."
I'm so fucking glad he realized I knew what he was.
I regret it!I'll be able to fool it a little longer!
As I said just now, his arm was on my shoulder, and his hand was hanging down before, but now his hand is on my neck.
He touched my jawline slowly, pinching my earlobe with his fingers from time to time.
Let me tell you about my orientation, I am a double that is ok for both men and women.
It must be said that double is not equal to love.During my relationship, I was quite specific to the object.The difference between bisexuality and unisexuality is only in being able to respond to same-sex feelings, don't deny all because of some scum.
The hookups he's doing to me now, my ex did to me, and I'm enjoying it, but now I'm really freaking out.
"You let go, this is over the line, I will misunderstand." My smile has froze.
He knew about my orientation. After all, our two universities share the same dormitory, so we can't hide it.
He stopped moving and asked, "What's the misunderstanding?"
"that is......"
"It's just that I like you." He smiled, "Don't get me wrong, I really like you."
It's a very comforting thing to hear a handsome guy confess, really.
But now I have no other thoughts in my head except to escape for my life.
The moment I subconsciously wanted to stand up, he pushed me back onto the stool forcefully.
In fact, he didn't use much effort, I obeyed psychologically, and I knew it.
This is the same reason that a rabbit would stay where it was when it had a chance to escape from a leopard that was rushing towards it.
"Dongfang, the first time I saw you, I knew that you must be very delicious."
He licked my ear with the tip of his tongue.
I shuddered.
"It's really sweet."
"Hahahahaha."
He frowned.
"What are you laughing at?" he asked.
"fine."
I took a deep breath.
"Can I ask a question?"
I am in a very dangerous situation now, and my whole body is already in his arms.
Almost suffocated.
"How are you going to eat me?" I asked.
Because the distance was so close, I noticed that he froze for a moment.
He let me go, but his hands were still on my shoulders, my
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