the only fairy

Chapter 30 I don't need you

"At fifteen o'clock, in the garden, give Parker the things."

Parker?It seems to be a gardener, is he also an undercover agent?

After deleting the text message as usual, Jun Wei sighed, threw the phone on the bed, took off her clothes, and went into the bathroom.

It was eleven o'clock at night, and Cecil hadn't returned to his bedroom.

The water vapor in the bathroom curled up, Jun Wei curled up in the spacious bathtub, the hot water was rippling, and the soft light cast just the right amount of light.

I used to wash it with Cecil, and sometimes I felt lonely when I washed it by myself. Could it be that...

Have you already started to feel attached to him? !

"Be sober, Jun Wei!" Jun Wei patted his face and warned himself, "Impossible! Impossible!"

No matter what you say, you can't deceive your subconscious mind.Jun Wei had to admit, whether it was a habit or Cecil was attractive, anyway, he, Jun Wei, a person who was forcibly imprisoned, became attached to the person who imprisoned him.

Snapped!

Jun Wei threw the wet towel in his hand into the water, "Jun Wei, are you fucking shaking M!"

Obviously not, absolutely not, Jun Wei is [-]% sure that he is not a Stockholm patient, because Jun Wei has been very resistant to Cecil's occasional tough behavior, physically and psychologically, and absolutely does not obey or even enjoy a feeling of.

"This attachment is just a temporary illusion," Jun Wei told herself, "You have to leave him as soon as possible, so that you won't destroy yourself because of this illusion!"

Leave him as soon as possible, or maybe you will really fall in love with him. At that time, you will really be imprisoned to death, and you can't escape even if you want to. In the end, you will end up being abandoned.

Just like Cecil's previous lovers.

It's better not to have it than to have it.If Cecil's former lover knew that he would be abandoned in the end, would he still indulge in Cecil's tender gaze?

call······

Jun Wei took a deep breath, retrieved the towel, put it over his eyes, and slowly slid down against the bathtub wall, soaking the parts below his head in hot water.

The whole body is surrounded by water, very comfortable, but also a little ambiguous.

Water is really a gentle thing, it can be changed arbitrarily, and it will completely tolerate you, but once it reaches a certain limit, the water will turn into ice, sharp, hard, and cold, which can hurt people all over the body.

Jun Wei thinks that Cecil is like water, he will be very tolerant and gentle to himself, and even make some changes for himself, but once the things he does go too far, the soft water will turn into ice, and severe punishment will turn into ice. One after another, no matter how hard I begged, I couldn't move that indifferent heart.

This time, it will definitely break through his bottom line.

Jun Wei smiled wryly.

He must be very angry.

The water vapor curled up, the water rippled, and everything was quiet, as if he was the only one left in the world.

That should be a terrible thing, if there is only one person left.

Jun Wei's consciousness is getting deeper and deeper...

It wasn't until he choked on the water that he suddenly woke up. Jun Wei opened his eyes and coughed violently.

"Fuck! You can fall asleep like this!" Jun Weiyi crawled out of the bathtub while muttering, found a bath towel, wiped his body dry, put on his pajamas, and walked out of the bathroom.

Cecil hadn't returned yet, and the clock on the wall said twelve o'clock.

Jun Wei frowned, did he sleep for so long?An hour has passed?

I didn't want to sleep, so Jun Wei went to the balcony. Unexpectedly, the manor was very quiet. This kind of quietness is unusual. There are no lights, no human voices, not even the sound of insects or wind, only the cold moonlight. Emotional photo down.

Inexplicably, Jun Wei felt that this scene was scary.Immediately, Jun Wei laughed at himself. He was not a six-year-old child, so he was afraid of being silly.

Wait, six years old, it seems that when I was six years old, I was sent to the orphanage on the first night, looking out from the window of the dormitory, it was a similar scene, quiet and lonely.

This time, what Jun Wei felt was not fear, but fear, the fear that went deep into the bone marrow.

I got my phone back from the bed, opened the address book, and wanted to find someone to talk to, but why, the address book was empty!

why? !

Jun Wei doesn't have the habit of reciting numbers, if so, the only person Jun Wei can call is him.

A long time ago, Cecil forced Jun Wei to memorize his number with a very tough attitude, and he memorized it fluently.

Jun Wei took a deep breath, holding the phone tightly with his right hand, hesitating again and again before dialing the number.

The imaginary voice did not appear, only a cold female voice was repeating.

The number you are calling does notexist. Please check the number and dial it again.

The number you dialed does not exist, please check your number and try again.

The number you dialed does not exist...

The number you dialed does not exist...

How is it possible, due to Cecil's shameless means, Jun Wei will not remember Cecil's number even if he remembers his birthday wrong!

The surroundings suddenly became dark, not the kind of blackness when the lights went out, but the kind where the world suddenly disappeared, complete darkness.

The strange thing is that Jun Wei doesn't think this is out of common sense, it's just this feeling, very lonely, very lonely.

Stretching out his hand to touch it, he tentatively took a few steps forward, but there was nothing but darkness.

Even if he ran forward and shouted, there was no response.

Like, abandoned by the whole world.

abandoned.

lonely.

despair.

Suddenly, as if a god descended, a white light appeared in front of him, and a pleasant and warm voice came from a distance, but he couldn't hear what he was saying clearly.

who is it?

who is it······

The white light gradually amplified, and the sound began to be clear.

"Awei, wake up..."

Who?

"Awei, you will catch a cold if you sleep here."

Familiar voice.

"Awei..."

The face seemed to be caressed by someone, very gentle.

Jun Wei opened his eyes hard, and in front of him was Cecil's face.

Almost without thinking, Jun Weiyi hugged him tightly, hugging him deeply, and the feeling of emptiness disappeared.

In the next second, Jun Wei was stunned, his brain completely shut down.

He was actually still in the bathtub, and the LCD screen on the wall next to him showed the time as [-]:[-].

Just now, were you dreaming?

If so, it's fucking embarrassing now!

Cecil was also a little surprised, and asked, "Awei, are you okay?"

Jun Wei hurriedly withdrew from Cecil's arms, six words endlessly circulating in her mind: Jun Wei, you idiot, Jun Wei, you idiot, Jun Wei, you idiot...

Cecil's clothes were already soaked in water because of Jun Wei's inexplicable throwing into his arms just now, but he didn't care at all, and fished Jun Wei out of the water, so that his clothes became even more wet Thoroughly.

Jun Wei finally came back from the crash, frowned and said, "Put me down, I can walk by myself."

Cecil said nothing.

Because of this hugging position, Jun Wei's face is very close to Cecil's.Jun Wei couldn't help but sigh, even if he looked closely, this face was perfect.

Is God always this partial?

"Awei." Suddenly being called on by name, Jun Wei froze for a moment.

Cecil carried Jun Wei to the bedroom and asked, "What are you afraid of?"

"what?"

Cecil put him on the bed and said, "You looked scared just now."

Cecil's eyes are always revealing, like all your lies and secrets are exposed in his eyes.

Jun Wei grabbed the quilt, wrapped herself up, and said calmly, "It's nothing, I'm not afraid."

Don't fall into it, Jun Wei, you have to calm down, it's just a dream.

Cecil suddenly reached out and pinched Jun Wei's jaw. The latter was startled, and subconsciously dodged backwards, but Cecil had a lot of strength in his hand.

Jun Wei looked at him with some trepidation, Cecil didn't make any next move, and seemed to want to say something, but he still didn't say anything and let him go.

"I'm late today, I should have told you in advance," Cecil said.

"It's okay." Jun Wei simply lay down.

Cecil seemed to look at him helplessly for a moment, then left to change.

Jun Wei stared at the ceiling, his eyes were empty, and he said in a very small voice, "I don't need you."

I can be alone!

Whether it is loneliness or loneliness, I can bear it.

but······

I couldn't accept it and was abandoned for the second time.

So, I'm leaving first.