My captain is sweet and sassy [e-sports]

Chapter 43 Love

Lin Zhi had no idea how to persuade Ji Ningxia. He glanced at Ji Ningxia who was sitting in the fourth row, and left the training room with a thermos.

The warm tea rolled along with the Adam's apple and warmed the entire stomach, let out a low breath of satisfaction, put the water cup on the table, and the hot water kettle made a "gurgling" sound, Lin Zhi turned and opened the door to go to the opposite youth trainee's place side.

Recently, the first team had less training, so Yu Ye spent the whole day with the second team and the youth trainees, and the chances of meeting them were much less.

Lin Zhi walked unsteadily, passing the trainer of the youth trainees, stood outside the glass window and looked like an old man with his hands behind his back, staring at the children's backs with hairs on their backs, even the backs of the children were straight.

"What are you doing? What are you doing?!" Seeing Lin Zhi, Yu Ye walked over with a look of disgust, and glanced at Lin Zhi's hand, "What? Come here and toss the child when the hand is ready?"

"I'll just take a look, what's the trouble?" Lin Zhilan said lazily.

Yu Ye pursed his lips, "Looking at it, the bones of these children are all tense, can they play well? How dare you say that they didn't make a fuss?"

"???" Lin Zhi glanced at Yu Ye, a little speechless, with a few big characters written on his expression, "I can't understand your theory."

"Okay, just wander around when you're bored, don't stare at the youth trainees, it's annoying you lately." Yu Ye waved his hand and said to Lin Zhi.

Looking at his appearance, Lin Zhi knew that Yu Ye must have encountered something troublesome, so he didn't ask any more questions after thinking about it, and nodded along with his words, "Yeah."

Leaving the glass of the youth trainees, Lin Zhi wandered around for a while, and when he passed by the stairs, he saw a boy sitting on the stairs with a mobile phone and talking on the stairs. The boy's eyes were drooping, and there were still wet tears on his face.

Lin Zhi paused, didn't walk over, and sighed when he heard the boy's crying voice.

"It's not that I don't want to go back, but I just have such a dream, and I just want to fight hard."

"Mom, why can't you understand me?"

"I don't know what you were like at the beginning, and I don't want to know. I can't follow the trajectory of your life."

"If there is no result next year, I will go back."

……

The intermittent conversations are not very real, but one can guess what the content is when the sentences are pieced together.

Lin Zhi glanced at the boy touching tears on the steps, and instead of walking over to say anything, he turned and left.

He has seen such scenes too many times in the years since he entered the industry. Parents can't understand why their children choose this path.

"Can playing games be successful?" Lin Zhi has heard this sentence thousands of times, even if he has not experienced it himself, but every time he looks at other people whose seriousness dims when listening to these words, he will feel sad along with him .

He can understand his parents' worries. After all, there are very few people who can make it in the e-sports industry. Too many people want to become e-sports players, and they come here with enthusiasm, but most of them are drowned in the dust of the world in the end. What can finally be seen by the world is only one millionth of it.

The players who can be seen by the world are the last remaining gold after each selection.

But those other people behind the hero are worthy of admiration.

On the journey of chasing dreams, there will always be losers and winners, but no matter what kind, those who have the courage to pursue dreams are heroes of an era.

Although this scene was not pleasant, Lin Zhi seemed to have found a way to dissuade Ji Ningxia here.

Back at the first team's base, Lin Zhi opened the door and saw Ji Ningxia who was holding a kettle and filling his thermos cup with water.

Ji Ningxia looked up at Lin Zhi, "Are you back?"

Although the scene was wrong, from Lin Zhi's point of view, Ji Ningxia, who was standing there pouring water, was like a wife waiting for her husband to come home.

The analogy is not appropriate, but the warmth in my heart is really heartwarming.

Lin Zhi walked over to take the water cup and kettle from Ji Ningxia's hands, and put them out of reach.

Looking at Lin Zhi's actions, Ji Ningxia raised her eyebrows, but said nothing.

Lin Zhi smiled and hooked Ji Ningxia's neck, "Keep it far away, lest you accidentally touch your hand later."

"What are you going to do?" Ji Ningxia asked.

Lin Zhi pulled Ji Ningxia closer, and said in a hoarse voice, "Give me a kiss."

The tone is indescribably seductive.

The kiss didn't last long, but it made Ji Ningxia blushed and panted.

He was held by Lin Zhi's neck, and his back was pressed into a corner. Lin Zhi seemed to like this kind of kiss very much, making the fierce and gentle kiss tinged with toughness.

"The kid doesn't seem to have good physical strength." With his fingertips, he wiped away the watery light from Ji Ningxia's lips, "This is not easy."

Ji Ningxia's face became hot when Lin Zhi said this, her cheeks became even more rosy, and she unconsciously grabbed Lin Zhi's clothes, "I will exercise hard."

Strive for...try to improve your physical strength.

There was a low chuckle in his ear, with an indescribable joy in his smile, Lin Zhi moved closer and kissed Ji Ningxia's ear, and said, "Okay."

The advantage of falling in love is that the sweetness of the lover will make the air sweet.

Lin Zhi didn't know if others were like this, at least he was like this.

His little master is sweet and salty, it's really hard to put it down.

At night, Lin Zhi took a bath and was about to go to bed. When he went to bed in the dark, he touched something soft. When he turned on the light, a certain child was nestled under the quilt, sticking out his head and winking at Lin Zhi. .

The appearance is innocent and pure, but the things he does are completely opposite.

"Brother, I want to sleep with you." Ji Ningxia said in a coquettish tone.

Lin Zhi looked at Ji Ningxia who looked like this and sighed, pinched Ji Ningxia's nose, feeling very helpless, he could only say: "Okay."

What else can I do besides agreeing, my boyfriend spoils me.

Ji Ningxia was overjoyed, her eyes were smiling, and Gu Lulu leaned over and hugged Lin Zhi's waist, "I like brother the most."

Straightforward and flattering.

Lin Zhi touched the corners of Ji Ningxia's smiling eyes, "You, if you follow you, your eyes will become crescents. If you don't follow you, your eyes will droop and form a straight line."

"What?" Ji Ningxia tilted her head, with a bit of arrogance on her face, "Don't you like it?"

This little appearance is really cute, how dare Lin Zhi say that he doesn't like it, the love in his eyes is clearly overflowing, he can only say according to his heart: "I like it."

Although it was winter, the air conditioner in the room was heating, and the temperature was not too low. The two big men couldn't bear the heat and let go after holding each other for a while.

"Why does my body look like a stove?" Ji Ningxia took out her hand from under the quilt, and for the first time expressed her dislike for her physique that is not afraid of the cold.

"Prove that you are in good health." Lin Zhi grabbed Ji Ningxia's hand and put it back under the quilt. Although he was in good health, he couldn't do whatever he wanted, and it would be uncomfortable if he caught a cold.

Ji Ningxia pursed her mouth, "But I can't sleep in my arms anymore."

"Then don't hug." Lin Zhi spoke straight again.

Ji Ningxia is silent.

Seeing this, Lin Zhi picked up the remote control to lower the temperature of the air conditioner, and said to Ji Ningxia, "You can hug her now."

Ji Ningxia smiled happily and rolled into Lin Zhi's arms.

The two were at the stickiest time of their love, and they wished they could become conjoined twins, clinging to each other 24 hours a day.

"Brother." Ji Ningxia felt Lin Zhi's hand touching the back of her neck.

"Ok?"

Ji Ningxia looked at Lin Zhi, "Does my birthmark look good?"

"It looks good." Lin Zhi replied without thinking.

It's really beautiful, this birthmark is well-born, it seems to have become a characteristic of Ji Ningxia's body, with an indescribable charm.

Many fans would especially emphasize the birthmark on the back of Ji Ningxia's neck when drawing fan pictures.

"I also think it looks good..." Ji Ningxia lowered her head and leaned into Lin Zhi's arms, her eyes drooping, she was clearly praising herself, but she couldn't see any joy.

Lin Zhi looked at Ji Ningxia who looked like this and said nothing, he knew that Ji Ningxia still wanted to say something later.

"I was born with this birthmark." Ji Ningxia raised her hand to touch the birthmark, "He is a gift from my mother."

"Brother." Ji Ningxia's chest heaved violently a few times, as if she was doing some kind of psychological construction, "It's always been me asking you about the past, today it's my turn to talk about it."

Lin Zhi's eyes flickered slightly, and finally he just nodded and answered softly, "Yes."

He is a qualified listener, and too much emotion will affect the speaker.

"I have a younger brother named Ji Boqiu, you have met him before."

Lin Zhi thought of the boy who came to look for Ji Ningxia the day before the game. He was Ji Ningxia's younger brother, and Lin Zhi knew it.

Lin Zhi: "Yes."

"The day my brother was born, I lost my mother." Ji Ningxia said slowly, there was no emotion in her tone, but Lin Zhi's words were filled with various feelings.

He looked down at Ji Ningxia, and the child's face was also very indifferent, but in Lin Zhi's mind, he thought of "there is nothing more sad than dying in the heart". Many times, sadness is not monotonous tears.

"In my limited memory, my mother is a very gentle person." Ji Ningxia said with a smile, "She always took me to plant flowers in the backyard. I like sunflowers the most, so she took me to plant a large sunflower."

"At that time, I didn't know what flowers my mother liked. When I saw her planting sunflowers that I liked, I thought she also liked sunflowers."

"After she passed away, my dad planted a lot of hibiscus on the other side of the garden. I didn't know she liked hibiscus."

Ji Ningxia recalled the appearance of her mother in her memory. Those memories are too long, but many details are engraved in her heart.

"Because of my mother's death, many people have asked me if I am ruthless to my younger brother, because his birth mother will leave."

"I never answer such questions, because I don't hate Bo Qiu at all. No matter how my mother died, I can't blame him. Besides..."

"Besides..."

"I know that if she is alive, she will love Bo Qiu as much as she loves me."

"Brother, do you know?" Ji Ningxia paused at this point, "Every time something happens to me, I will touch the birthmark on the back of my neck, so it's as if she is still with me."

After Ji Ningxia finished speaking, she looked at Lin Zhi and smiled.

It was clearly a smile, but Lin Zhi was indescribably sad.

His Adam's apple moved slightly, turned over and hugged Ji Ningxia tightly.

Ji Ningxia only felt the world spinning, and when he came back to his senses, he was already under Lin Zhi's body, and he was sensitive to the breath on his neck, and the feeling of teeth brushing against the skin was too sensitive, which made him tremble slightly.

"from now on……"

Ji Ningxia heard what Lin Zhi said.

"I will not leave you."