vstars Chapter 110 Unspeakable Shame
Chapter 110 Unspeakable Shame
At this time, the night was dark, and the curtains in the bedroom were only drawn with a thin layer of gauze, through which we could still see the twinkling stars in the sky outside.
Cui Zhannan sat silently on the head of the bed, staring at his two long legs lying flat on the bed in a daze.
He turned his face and glanced at Fu Xinglin who was sleeping soundly beside him.The night seemed to coat the boy's face with a layer of hazy light and shadow, which looked so illusory and unreal.Cui Zhannan likes Fu Xinglin's pretty face the most, and he still makes his heart flutter when he likes it.
It's not that Fu Xinglin is so good-looking. Although there are not many people in this world who look better than Fu Xinglin, there are still some.The reason why Cui Zhannan couldn't stop his heart is probably because Fu Xinglin's face has almost every aspect of his aesthetic point.In the brainwashing of his parents about "finding a reliable person to accompany each other for a lifetime", half of his fantasy about the future is probably the image of Fu Xinglin.
And after getting along, although sometimes it's annoying to be stubborn, but most of the time he still likes Fu Xinglin's character very much.He loves to the bottom of his heart that kind of cold, indifferent temperament that doesn't care about anyone but smiles at him.
But at this moment, looking at the person An Xin was sleeping beside him, he actually felt that he might not be able to give him happiness in the future.
Cui Zhannan pursed his lips, lowered his lower body and lay on Fu Xinglin's body, kissed Fu Xinglin's side face and asked softly, "Are you asleep?"
Fu Xinglin was indeed about to fall asleep. He was half asleep and half awake. Hearing Cui Zhannan's voice, he couldn't help opening his sleepy eyes.He put his arms around Cui Zhannan's neck and kissed him gently on the lips: "I'm about to fall asleep. What's the matter? Can't you fall asleep?"
Cui Zhannan looked at Fu Xinglin for a moment, held back for a long time before whispering, "Xinglin, let's try again."
Fu Xinglin woke up a lot. He looked at Cui Zhannan quietly with his dark eyes, and then the hand that was holding Cui Zhannan moved to his neck and rubbed it gently twice.
Cui Zhannan knew that by doing so, he acquiesced.So Cui Zhannan rekindled the flames of war in his heart, hugged Fu Xinglin's head and gnawed at his face and lips.
Cui Zhannan thought that if he was prepared for this, he would be able to avenge his shame.But... there is still a certain gap between reality and expectations.
Although it was a little better than before, it was far from his demeanor back then.
Cui Zhannan was depressed.Especially at the end Fu Xinglin comforted the meaningful pat, and said: "You may be too tired, don't put too much pressure on yourself."
This dealt a strong blow to Cui Zhannan's self-esteem as a male.That night, he ran away to the study as if he had run away, and lied that he still had some work to do and asked Fu Xinglin to go to bed first.But in fact, he was sitting by the small window sill in the study, looking at the night sky outside the window and smoking half a pack of cigarettes.
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Cui Zhannan and Fu Xinglin reconciled, and everyone around could tell.After all, everyone's life is getting better, at least it has calmed down a lot.
It's just that the more beautiful people still don't understand a little bit.Now that President Cui's emotional life has returned to normal, why does he still seem unhappy every day?And this kind of unhappiness is different from the irritable and irritable before. This kind of unhappiness is more like...sorrow, helplessness and sadness.
It's really surprising that this kind of feminine word can one day be used to describe Mr. Cui who is very aggressive in the eyes of young female employees.Or to go too far, it seems that there is nothing inappropriate about him taking self-pity.
At this moment, Cui Zhannan was sitting in front of the desk, no matter who saw him outside the office, he thought he was working hard.However, Cui Zhannan frowned and looked at the results of his own search on the computer with a serious face.
He looked down at himself, sighed softly, and then turned his gaze back to the computer screen.I don't know if it's for the occasion, but at this moment, an advertisement interface pops up on the computer interface:
"Kidney deficiency is after overwork..."
"Fuck..." Cui Zhannan cursed in a low voice, turned off the advertisement interface angrily, turned around and shouted outside, "Zhao Yi!"
"Hey!" Zhao Yi quickly opened the door and came in, "President Cui, what's the matter?"
Cui Zhannan's face turned dark, and he pointed at the computer in front of him: "You, hurry up and find someone to kill the computer virus, and clean up those broken rogue software! I'm so annoying to keep jumping around with ads. !"
Zhao Yi was stunned for a while, not understanding why Cui Zhannan suddenly made such a request.But he didn't dare to ask more questions, so he quickly responded, at least to calm Cui Zhannan's irritable mood a little.
Cui Zhannan feels troubled by everything he sees now, so he simply doesn't want to stay here anymore.He grabbed his mobile phone and got up from the office chair: "I have something to go out in the afternoon, please call."
Zhao Yi said "Oh", and before he could react, Cui Zhannan had already left like a gust of wind.Zhao Yi thinks he knows this little Cui Zhannan quite well, at least in the entire Yuemei Group, he is probably the person who knows Cui Zhannan best besides Chen Dong.But now he suddenly felt that his career as a secretary was still far away.The boss's mood is uncertain, and he was at a loss for the first time.
After Cui Zhannan came out of Yuemei, he didn't leave immediately, but sat in the car for a while.
In the past few days, most of his thoughts have been on his body.In the past few years, he has played with everything.Relying on his youth and good health, it is true that he was incontinent for a period of time.In the past two years, he has slowly started to pay attention to health preservation.
But this is the first time this has happened.
Over the years, he has always been extremely confident in his ability in this area, and this has never happened before.So he was a little dazed when he hugged Fu Xinglin.
The word embarrassment is not enough to describe his situation at that time.Coupled with the fact that he failed to succeed twice in a row, he collapsed even more.
He didn't even dare to try now, and he didn't even dare to face Fu Xinglin at home.As soon as he saw Fu Xinglin, he wanted to escape and started to avoid his gaze.
After living for nearly 30 years, Cui Zhannan realized the meaning of the word "inferiority" for the first time.
For Cui Zhannan, this is a life experience that he has never experienced before.He was terribly frustrated, even hopeless.He began to fear that his body was damaged by playing too much in those years.
He was anxious and anxious. He wanted to solve his physical problems as soon as possible, but he didn't dare to face the doctor's scrutiny.To put it bluntly, Cui Zhannan couldn't afford to lose that person.
Cui Zhannan sat in the seat and looked at the contact information of the hospital stored in his mobile phone.
Cui Zhannan usually goes to a fixed private hospital when he has a headache, which is very common in their circle.After all, these people are either rich or expensive, and serious illnesses and minor disasters cannot be ignored, so they are used to receiving treatment in closed and private hospitals with good privacy.
But because he has been seeing doctors in the same private hospital all these years, Cui Zhannan already knows most of the doctors there.If he went to the hospital to see a doctor because of this problem, although it would not spread to the outside world, at least in that hospital, he would definitely lose face.Besides, it's hard to say whether you will meet acquaintances or something when you go to the doctor.If people knew that Cui Zhannan had a problem with this, he might as well find a brick and shoot himself to death.
So after several days of hesitation, Cui Zhannan decided to go to a public hospital for treatment.
Although there were so many people coming and going in the public hospital that it almost meant that there was no privacy at all, but the advantage was that there were so many people and it was chaotic, it was really not certain that anyone would know him.And the doctors there have to receive a lot of patients every day, and when he turns around after seeing the illness, the doctor may not remember him at all.
Overall, it is safer than going to a private hospital.
So Cui Zhannan thought for a while, called to make an appointment and drove there.He has been suffering from this problem for several days. Although he has avoided Fu Xinglin these days, he has tried it several times in private.At least it doesn't seem to be a big problem for now, it seems to be a special situation that day.
But Cui Zhannan dare not take this issue lightly.Even though he usually doesn't pay attention to his health, he always refers to taking medicine or resisting for minor ailments, but when it comes to this kind of problem, he doesn't dare to be sloppy at all.After all, that night had never happened to him before, and he had to figure out what was going on.
It was around two o'clock in the afternoon when Cui Zhannan arrived at the hospital, and there were quite a lot of people in the hospital.He put on the mask, made sure to cover his face, and then went straight to the urology department.
After waiting outside the clinic for less than 3 minutes, it was his turn. He quickly got up and went in to sit down.Cui Zhannan didn't look up the whole time, so he didn't realize that the doctor sitting opposite him was Gu Heng.
Gu Hang is so familiar with Cui Zhannan that he can recognize this person even if he has turned into ashes.So even though Cui Zhannan was tightly wrapped, he could still see it.To be honest, he was quite surprised that Cui Zhannan would come here to see a doctor, but thinking of the conversation he had with Fu Xinglin a while ago, looking at the person in front of him, he parted his lips and smiled.
Cui Zhannan waited for a long time but did not wait for the doctor to ask, so he bit the bullet and raised his eyes, which was a terrible sight.
It's rare to see a look of astonishment and embarrassment on Cui Zhannan's face, so Gu Heng folded his arms and took a good look at it, and then raised his eyebrows and smiled: "What a coincidence."
The blood on Cui Zhannan's face faded away in an instant. He grabbed the medical record in a little panic and got up instantly, wanting to run.It's really fucking unlucky, I met my wronged ex when I was watching andrology, and I was appointed to go out today because I didn't read the almanac!
Seeing that Cui Zhannan wanted to run away, Gu Heng said slowly, "It's already here, why are you leaving?"
Cui Zhannan glanced at him, put the medical records into his pocket, and said in a deep voice, "Wrong way."
Gu Heng flipped through the medical records on the desktop lightly, and said in a low voice: "It's not wrong. Cui Zhinan..." The man's clean and slender fingers lightly tapped the names on the roster, "You used to use it for sex outside. Isn't that the alias?"
Cui Zhannan froze and turned around.
There was still a faint smile on Gu Heng's face, and he glanced at Cui Zhannan somewhere: "Finally something went wrong?"
Cui Zhannan frowned, his face was ugly, and he didn't say a word.
"What's your name?" Gu Hang chuckled, "Is it retribution?"
"Gu Heng, how many years have passed, what do you care about? What did you do with me in the first place? It's not like you don't know what kind of person I am, what is it now?"
Gu Heng's expression turned cold a little bit, he raised his eyes to Cui Zhannan who was standing opposite, and said softly: "You don't need to look at this problem."
Cui Zhannan frowned: "What do you mean?"
"I gave Fu Xinglin a bottle of medicine a while ago, and it seems to be working now. I didn't expect him to give it to you so soon. Cui Zhannan, take this opportunity to reflect on yourself and do less immoral things. I can count it...to help you accumulate virtue."
The blood vessels on Cui Zhannan's forehead were bulging, and he strode forward, standing in front of Gu Heng with a feeling of oppression: "You explain clearly to me, what's going on here. What's going on with Fu Xinglin? what relationship?!"
Gu Heng looked at him mockingly, then smiled lightly.
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