Necromancer Farming Notes Figure Master

Chapter 913 Selflessness

Because of her outstanding performance, Big Cat was assigned by the new director to a mission targeting Parker.

The new director's order to her was to kill Parker.

He issued this order because of unrest in their country. With the domestic situation unstable, the new director focused most of his attention on suppressing the rebellion.

In his view, their chances of winning over Parker were extremely slim. However, he also didn't want Parker to be monopolized by any one country. Therefore, he gave up on competing for Parker and instead instructed Big Cat to kill him first.

However, he still outwardly showed that he was very interested in Parker.

After receiving the mission, Big Cat met up with the two-headed bird. She obtained some basic information about Parker, as well as his network of contacts, from the two-headed bird.

Unfortunately, Lady Goddess caught the attention of Big Cat.

"Madam Shenpi is actually the daughter of the head of a pharmaceutical company..." Big Cat touched Madam Shenpi's photo.

The name "pharmaceutical company" reminded Big Cat of her past experiences. This made her very interested in Mrs. Godskin.

"What a beautiful lady!" Big Cat exclaimed.

“What do you want to do? She’s not our primary target,” the two-headed bird said, frowning.

"Hmm. I just want to become friends with her. She and Parker are on good terms, so maybe I can get to know Parker through her," Big Cat said, revealing her plan.

"..." The two-headed bird was not happy, but she couldn't refute Big Cat's plan. So she could only go along with Big Cat and say, "What do you need me to do?"

“Isn’t she going back to the city where Parker lives soon? Book me a ticket! I want to be on the same plane as her,” Big Cat said.

“I hope you won’t do anything reckless, understand? You can’t let Parker become wary before we’ve even made contact with him,” the two-headed bird warned.

"Oh~ Don't worry~" Big Cat said with a smile.

Her expression and tone were very sincere; if the two-headed bird didn't know the truth, it might really have been fooled.

The two-headed bird also obtained some information about Big Cat Sauce. The information was shocking; this seemingly harmless little girl had killed at least thirty people in the past two years, and that was the minimum.

Moreover, Big Cat Sauce's method of killing is also very peculiar; she uses a virus.

The two-headed bird was naturally wary of Big Cat. She suspected that Big Cat might be carrying some kind of viral injector.

But the two-headed bird observed for a long time and still couldn't find the little mechanism. So the two-headed bird boldly guessed that Big Cat's virus might be carried in her own body.

Therefore, the two-headed bird tries to minimize contact with Big Cat. And to make her distancing herself seem more natural, the two-headed bird doesn't hide her dislike for Big Cat.

But Big Cat doesn't seem to care about this.

So when booking her flight, the two-headed bird deliberately hid in economy class. It seemed a bit like self-deception, but as long as she couldn't see Big Cat, her gloom would lessen. After all, Big Cat was a bio-engineered entity; staying away was the best solution.

And what happened next was a natural consequence.

Using her good looks, Big Cat successfully became good friends with Lady Peel.

The two-headed bird realized this as it disembarked from the plane.

In order to protect Parker, she had no choice but to warn Mrs. Godpick about the dangers of Big Cat.

So she didn't hold back and verbally abused Big Cat Sauce to her face.

Her insults successfully aroused some suspicion in her assistant.

However, the two-headed bird did not expect that Big Cat would be so unscrupulous, and she actually infected Lady Godskin directly.

Because the spy, Fuyuki, who was with them, possessed special abilities, she could tell if people were lying. That's why Da Mao Jiang was lectured by Fuyuki when she said she hadn't been infected by Lady Shenpi.

At this point, the two-headed bird, having learned the truth, was completely determined to kill.

She felt that Big Cat was too dangerous, and if she were to actually kill Parker, it would be all over.

So the two-headed bird didn't care about being exposed; she wanted to eliminate the most threatening person among them first.

However, she never expected that Big Cat would be such a special life form.

At this moment, the big cat living inside Lady Goddess's body is undermining Lady Goddess's will.

Mrs. Godpatch's will to live quickly waned. She began to doubt herself, and even started to feel an overwhelming surge of affection, wanting to accept Big Cat. She felt that Big Cat was suffering, and perhaps her love could soften him.

And Big Cat Sauce, going along with her wishes, expressed her love for God Skin.

“Greek… Big Cat is having a tough time; she’s a pitiful child.” Madam Godpie briefly explained Big Cat’s situation to Greek.

“So do you understand now? I think I might need to be more magnanimous,” said Mrs. Godpie.

Upon hearing this, Greck did not try to persuade Madam Godpie in return. Instead, he went along with it, saying, "But what you're doing isn't really helping Big Cat at all."

"What do you mean?" Mrs. Godpie asked curiously.

Even the big cat inside her was drawn to her attention.

"Because your memories are full of self-imprints. In the past, Big Cat absorbed the memories of the dead, and the will of the self in those memories has been erased."

“But you are different. Your mental strength is very strong. Every memory of yours is covered with the self-imprint of Lady Goddess.”

"If you don't erase these marks, even if Big Cat is residing in your body, she will be disturbed by your will and suffer a fate worse than death."

“After all, you should have heard of a mental illness called dissociative identity disorder. Those patients are extremely emotionally unstable, harming themselves and others. Do you really want to prepare a house like that for Big Cat?” Grek asked.

"What you said makes a lot of sense." Mrs. Godpie looked confused.

Big Cat Sauce was the same way; she stared at Grek with great curiosity, wondering why there was such a thoughtful person in the world.

"Isn't Lady Godpie your friend? Then why are you helping me instead of helping her?" Lady Godpie suddenly asked in a childlike tone.

"You must be Big Cat, right? It's nice to meet you. I'm Greg, a psychiatrist. I can't treat Mrs. Godpie like other doctors do. So I can only do my best to heal her mind."

"Furthermore, Mrs. Godpie is willing for you to accept her body, so I respect my friend's choice."

“However, in order for you to live comfortably in the future, I still hope that you two can listen carefully to me explain the method for removing the self-imprint,” Grek said sincerely.

"..."

Lady Godpick and Big Cat both fell silent, because they simply couldn't tell who Grek was trying to help.

"I didn't sense any hostility from him... but the two-headed bird woman didn't show any hostility when she killed me either. So I can't tell if Grek really wants to help me," Big Cat thought.

"Big Cat, why don't we listen to what he has to say? Anyway, I'm probably powerless to change anything now," said Lady Godpatch.

Mrs. Godpick is currently experiencing considerable inner turmoil, and her will to live is being eroded. However, subconsciously, she still fears death, and she secretly hopes that Grek can save her.

That's why she subconsciously advised Big Cat to listen to what Greck had to say.

"I have never directly devoured a living person with self-awareness, and I don't know what the side effects would be." Big Cat Sauce finally decided to listen to what Grik had to say.

Big Cat now possesses quite good reasoning abilities, thanks to Lady Goddess's sharp mind. This can be considered one of the benefits she gained from merging with Lady Goddess.

Many things she couldn't understand in the past have now been figured out by her.

So if she succeeds in being reborn this time, she will definitely settle accounts with the new director.

But before that, she needs to wait.

As a result, Big Cat stopped its invasion, and Lady Prick's low-grade fever subsided instantly.

“Greek, you speak,” Lady Godpie said weakly.

“We must first eliminate Mrs. Godskin’s self-concept,” Grek said.

"How do I get rid of this?" Big Cat asked.

"It takes understanding some principles to do this."

"I hope you don't talk for too long," Big Cat said.

"Don't worry, these principles are very simple. You'll understand them in no time," Grek said with a smile.

"First of all, I want to clarify that the so-called self is just an illusion. There is no such thing as a self within us."

"Huh? What are you talking about..." Mrs. Godskin asked blankly.

"If you don't believe me, you can look it up yourself. What exactly is this so-called self?"

“Greek, aren’t I right here? Look at my body, it’s right here,” Godpick said.

“But if this is your body, then why is Big Cat able to enter? This means the body isn’t yours, but is shared,” Grek said.

"Uh..." Lady Godpie was somewhat taken aback. But Big Cat agreed.

“Yes! The body is for everyone! So I think the self should be hidden in the heart, not in the body.” Big Cat said through Lady Godpie.

“Hehehe~ Very good~ This is a good direction to look for. So where is our heart?” Grek asked.

"My heart... my heart is right here..." Big Cat Sauce also got stuck.

“If you don’t have a direction, maybe we can try a different approach,” Grek said.

"What idea?"

"Our minds can generate thoughts, and perhaps these thoughts are the smallest units that make up our minds. We can try to look for them here, don't you think?"

“Oh…you’re right.” So Big Cat and God Skin began to observe their own thoughts.

After a while, Grek asked, "Have you found your hearts?"

“…There is no heart, only thoughts,” Lady Godpie said helplessly.

“Yes…only thoughts. Are thoughts our minds?” Big Cat asked.

“Yes, perhaps our thoughts are our hearts.” Grek clapped his hands and said, “So you two can look for your own existence in this. Where is the self?”

"Forehead……"

Both men fell silent.

They try to find themselves in their own thoughts, but they can't even grasp their own thoughts! Let alone find themselves within them.

"What's going on?" Big Cat's CPU is a bit overheated. "Where am I? Greg, can you tell me?"

“The present moment is the mind, and that mind may be the self. In other words, the present moment is the self,” Grek said.

“But it’s still strange… but I can’t quite put my finger on what’s strange about it,” Mrs. Godpie said, frowning.

“Perhaps it’s because neither of you can figure out where those thoughts came from. You two can try to find out,” Grek said.

"..." Lady Godskin fell into thought.

Big Cat was a little confused; she began to wonder what she really was.

“Those thoughts arose out of thin air and vanished just as suddenly. Could it be that the so-called self is also born from the void? But that’s absurd!” said Lady Godskin.