Chapter 33
Chapter 33
"It's true that I'm meddling in my own business, Brother Zi'an, what do you think?"
Lin Zian couldn't hear other voices anymore, his heart hurt like a knife and he couldn't breathe, but he didn't show it at all.Even though his heart has been turned upside down like a fish///thundered into the water, his surface is still calm as usual.
Jiang Nian looked at his face, but he didn't see any trace of emotional fluctuations, and a trace of loss could not help but flash across his eyes.
"Yeah." Lin Zian said darkly, "I'm sorry."
Li Qing's eyes turned red suddenly, tears filled his eyes, that helpless look made him look very pitiful, he choked up and wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Jiang Nian.
"What else do you want to say?" Jiang Nian looked at him with a smile and said, "Can stalking change anything?"
Li Qing's neck instantly turned red, obviously choking on his anger at his words, Lin Zian glanced at him, his heavy eyes showed no emotion, "Stop talking."
Li Qing asked angrily: "Then you obviously don't want to be with Zi'an, why do you still pester him?"
Jiang Nian narrowed his eyes slightly when he heard this, his expression suddenly sank, "Zian?"
He said this name several times in his mouth, and then smiled, the smile was a bit cold, "What is your relationship with him? Are you worthy of calling him that?"
Lin Zi'an's heart and lungs were about to explode. Why did he still speak of such a possessive conversation after denying the relationship between the two in public?
Lin Zian felt that he really couldn't see through the young man in front of him. Although the distance between the two was only one meter, it seemed that there were countless barriers between them.
He interrupted Jiang Nian, "That's enough, both of you shut up."
Both of them were silent, and Lin Zian's eyes scanned the space between them, and finally stopped on the boy he was thinking of.
Jiang Nian quietly looked into his eyes, and whispered, "Brother Zi'an."
Lin Zian didn't reply, he turned his gaze away and walked through the crowd without looking back.
Jiang Nian looked deeply at his back, his jaw tightened into a sharp line, and then he glanced at Li Qing, which was full of contempt.
Li Qing's whole body trembled when he saw his eyes, and the courage that had been built up by relying on high emotions deflated like a deflated balloon.
Jiang Nian took a step forward with his long legs, catching up with the retreating figure in two or three steps.
Lin Zian only felt as if his heart had exploded, and the pain made his vision dizzy.He has never had such an embarrassing experience today, that denial was like a slap in the face, making his eardrums "buzz", and the eyes of the people around him made him feel so embarrassed Can't wait to get into the ground.
How could he, Lin Zian, have such a shameful day, it was all because he was too self-indulgent.Why does he think that he can easily get what other people can't ask for from Jiang Nian? What is he?Does he deserve it?
His teeth bit his lower lip tightly, and the light-colored lips were bitten white, which made his pale face even more gray.
"Brother Zi'an." Jiang Nian followed him at some point, walking side by side with him, looking at him with a worried expression and a little fear.
But Lin Zian couldn't help but sneered in his heart, here he comes again, what is he afraid of?Obviously he himself denied it, didn't he?Why do you always act like you're afraid of being discarded?
Lin Zian couldn't figure it out, but he didn't want to continue thinking about it, this was an unsolvable problem.After guessing and guessing, he will be preconceived, and then he can't help but start to be passionate.
So embarrassing, so sad.
Seeing that Lin Zian didn't speak, Jiang Nian's eyes flickered, and he suddenly reached out to grab him, but was avoided.
His eyes darkened in an instant, his expression looked extremely aggrieved, he looked at Lin Zian anxiously, and whispered: "Brother Zi'an, are you angry?"
"Angry?" Lin Zian turned around and smiled faintly, "Why?"
Jiang Nian froze for a moment, frowned as if thinking seriously, and then said cautiously: "Did I interrupt him to confess to you, making you unhappy?"
Lin Zi looked at him calmly, feeling that the young man in front of him was becoming more and more unfamiliar, he smiled lightly and said, "Well, let's take it like this."
Jiang Nian pouted, a little dissatisfied but didn't dare to attack, and said pitifully, "Then don't be angry, okay?"
As he spoke, he stretched out his hand, wanting to grab Lin Zian's sleeve and act like a spoiled child like before. There was a light "pop", not heavy, but it slapped his hand away.
"I'm not angry, Jiang Nian, we are just ordinary classmates, it's inappropriate for you to act so affectionately, don't do it in the future." Lin Zian said lightly with downcast eyes.
After speaking, without looking at Jiang Nian again, he turned around and walked into the classroom.
Jiang Nian looked at his right hand that was standing in the air, with a sharp look in his eyes, he raised his foot and kicked hard against the wall.
"Hold."
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Back home exhausted physically and mentally, Lin Zian lay on his bed without even changing his clothes, staring at the ceiling in a daze.
When he regained consciousness, it was completely dark, and the whole room was groggy, and his limp limbs seemed to be soaked in sticky ink.
He once thought that Jiang Nian was an unexpected surprise brought to him by fate. He swallowed this sweet surprise, only to find that the surprise was actually broken glass, which scratched and pierced his heart, and blood flowed from the wound. , The strong smell of blood makes people sick.
Lin Zian couldn't figure out whether he felt more humiliated or more sad.All he knew was that the boy he admired was the one who embarrassed him the most.
Jiang Nian...
The act of meeting him as if nothing had happened, simply regarded him as a fool.
Lin Zian slammed the hammer hard, and the entire mattress shook violently. He grabbed the sheet tightly, and he couldn't restrain a low roar from his throat, which was like the wailing of a wild animal in the darkness where he couldn't see his fingers. .
Lin Zian knew that his heart had gone off the rails, so the embarrassment and pain he was experiencing now were all punishments for him.
But he still has time to stop, before he has completely fallen into it, there is still a little room for maneuver.He wanted to take back the feelings that he threw out like a net, even if he only caught a bunch of muddy shrimps in the end.
Lin Zian fell asleep unconsciously.
The next morning, when he arrived at school, it was already the break time of the third class.
Lin Zian only felt that his head was hurting as if it was about to burst. It may be that he forgot to close the window last night. The cold wind blowing at night for a whole night would definitely catch a cold.
As soon as he sat down, he saw Song Enli's hesitant expression, and the rest of the class looked at him strangely.
No need to guess, Lin Zian knew that what happened yesterday had spread throughout the school.
He said preemptively: "Don't ask, I don't want to say."
Song Enli's lips paused slightly, but finally swallowed back his full of doubts.He sighed deeply: "Jiang Nian just went out."
Lin Zian knew what he wanted to say, and it was nothing more than reminding him to be mentally prepared. The torment in his heart last night had made him sober enough to face it.
There was a sudden commotion in the classroom, and a tall figure walked into the front door. Jiang Nian was wearing a school uniform that had all its wrinkles smoothed out, and his whole body looked the same as usual.
If the atmosphere in the class is now a quiet boiling oil, the appearance of Jiang Nian is like a drop of water dripping into the boiling oil, splashing the hot oil, and there are a lot of discussions in the class.
As if Lin Zian didn't hear anything, he raised his eyes and looked at him lightly, then calmly looked away.
A trace of disappointment flashed in Jiang Nian's eyes, he lowered his eyes and raised his legs to walk down from the podium.The sound of approaching footsteps was like a sharp knife, turning Lin Zian's heart into a puddle of mud.
Lin Zian forced himself to focus on the question, although he could no longer understand what the question was asking.The sound of footsteps came to my ears, I thought I would pass him and continue walking backwards - after all, Jiang Nian was right behind him.
Unexpectedly, the footsteps stopped beside him, and the familiar clear and clear young voice rang in his ears, "Brother Zi'an."
Lin Zian's back tensed involuntarily, and he replied as calmly as possible: "Yes."
Jiang Nian put a delicate heat preservation box on his table as if nothing happened, and said with concern: "You came so late again, you must have not eaten breakfast, I asked the kitchen to do it..."
Lin Zian interrupted him, and pushed back the movement he wanted to lift the lid, "Thank you, I've already eaten it, you can take it back, you don't need to take it with you in the future."
As he spoke, he closed the lid with his hands, then turned around and put the insulated box on the desk behind him.Watching his movements, Jiang Nian's eyes suddenly darkened. Those darker eyes were like two black holes, and the swirling vortex seemed to suck Lin Zi'an in.
He stood still on the spot, Lin Zian frowned impatiently, and asked with his utmost patience: "Is there anything else?"
Jiang Nian suddenly reached out and clasped his wrist tightly, Lin Zian struggled hard, but did not break free.
Lin Zian felt that Jiang Nian must have practiced it before, and most of the time the method of restraining him was more like a self-defense technique.
Clasp his wrist so that he can't move, but it doesn't hurt him, and the strength is just right.
Jiang Nian looked at him intently, his eyes seemed to penetrate him, "I have something to tell you, can you come out with me?"
The tone of the speech is inquiring, but the movements of the hands are indeed irresistible.
Lin Zian didn't want to turn against him in the classroom, so he stood up with a cold face. Song Enli gave him a worried look, "Jiang Nian, what do you want to do!?"
As he spoke, he wanted to reach out, but was pushed back by Chen Yu who was sitting behind him.
Chen Yu turned his head and nodded towards Jiang Nian, holding Song Enli's shoulders firmly with both hands, "You guys have a good talk."
Lin Zian glanced at them, expressionless, Jiang Nianqiang grabbed his wrist and took them away. The two came to the bushes behind the teaching building again. The bushes with lush branches and leaves were only bare poles.
When he arrived at a place where no one was around, Lin Zian stretched out his hand and bumped his elbow hard. Jiang Nian felt his arm go numb like an electric shock, and unconsciously let go of his hand. Only then did Lin Zian find a chance to pull his wrist out .
He rubbed his numb wrist and asked expressionlessly, "What do you want to say?"
"Brother Zi'an." Jiang Nian looked at him, his bright eyes seemed aggrieved, "I know I was wrong, don't be angry, okay?"
Lin Zian smiled inexplicably, "I'm not angry, and you didn't do anything wrong."
"If you want to talk about this, I think you have made it very clear before. If there is nothing else, I will go first."
As he spoke, he turned around and was about to leave, but before he could take a step, someone held his hand.Lin Zian only felt a ball of anger burning in his heart instantly, he couldn't help clenching his fists and swiping towards Jiang Nian's face, and was grabbed by someone in the middle.
Jiang Nian grabbed his hand, pulled it to his lips and kissed it lightly, and looked at him pleadingly: "Don't do this, I will definitely not disturb other people to confess to you in the future, so please forgive me."
Lin Zian almost laughed angrily at him.
Obviously it had nothing to do with the confession, but Jiang Nian kept bringing the issue up to this point, avoiding the important ones from the beginning to the end, and even had the nerve to say that he knew he was wrong.
Where is he wrong?
Jiang Nian was not wrong, he just didn't like Lin Zian.
That's all, and Lin Zian doesn't need his pity and alms, if he doesn't get what he wants, he doesn't care about other leftovers.
He is the kind of person who would rather break the jade than destroy it.
The author has something to say: Jiang Chacha, you deserve it.
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